but I don't wanna hurt my sisters or my people so I guess I just gotta fucking live in misery

I'm just some mentally ill tranny that won't ever be able to have a steady life

There's no point

I don't wanna fucking be here

I'm literally only here because I don't wanna hurt the people around me

also seemingly every instance of 'me' being dommy was probably her lmao

Like, how I describe everything currently is how some systems I've talked to describe how things felt before they figured stuff out, except I've "figured stuff out" and I still feel like this. So idk if there's more stuff I need to figure out or I'm just like this

I knowwwwww but from my perspective there's nothing in my memory or how I felt that says I didn't do it other than the vibes are off

it's so weird looking back at this post cause like, no I don't, I'm not like that

like this is feeling like bottom dysphoria all over again but in reverse

syscon being siscon but systems

making your ears bleed (I can't sing)

it's whatever tbh, just want to be able to not have 2.7k people see my sad posting lmfao