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Ilxsa
@ilxsa.bsky.social
Published Writer, Bartender, Gamer.

I write poems, stories, essays, wedding vows, and more for people! Pm me for more details about prices.

Like my writing? Check out my blogs:
Quotev - @theamnesiafreak
Tumblr - @withthishandiwrite
Another month
Another time
When did they say you hit your prime?

Lacking faith
Lacking smiles
How come there are so many trails?

Working hard
Working low
Will this ever even help me grow?

Always lingers
Always stays
Why won't this feeling go away?

#shortpoem #poem #poetry
September 27, 2025 at 4:50 AM
Tired thoughts
Dragging down praise
always slipping through the cracks

Dripping sorrow.
For the words that never come
Still leaving behind cherished memories

Never existing
Colder than the demise
with warmth that will never hold
#poetry #poem #shortpoem
August 18, 2025 at 2:11 AM
Priceless.
Never giving away
Restless thoughts that sing.

Melodies.
Crying out solemnly
to anyone that would listen.

Coping.
Ending a day
The same as the day before.

#poetry #writingblog #shortpoem
August 9, 2025 at 10:19 PM
Tiny days
Smaller sorrows
Problems that I won't forget

Sand crumbles
Tomorrow comes
And my anxiety has never left

#poetry #poem #anxiety #writingblog
August 2, 2025 at 2:56 AM
Omg I've been terrible about posting!! Thanks for all the new follows tho! Finally finished decorating my bookshelf. Moving has been such a bitch, but I've survived. #bookshelf #dinosaurs #aesthetic #gdbee
July 16, 2025 at 11:57 PM
Lazy Afternoons
The place I spent my childhood, dreaming of tomorrow, spending endless hours letting the sun hit my skin as I played in the grass. It was soft and gentle, never a cut was made.

A short five minute read, link down below
#shortstory #childhood #nature
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💬 0  🔁 1  ❤️ 2 · Lazy Afternoons · Lazy Afternoons The familiar feeling finally washed over me. I looked ahead to the grassy fields that swayed gracefully at the base of the hill, and I couldn’t h…
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June 23, 2025 at 8:12 AM
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I wish I could be less
sometimes, as I
push too much, more

I share this to
normalize that feeling
parallel process

#poetry
June 2, 2025 at 5:39 PM
Moving time! You know I had to set up the book case first. #moving #books
May 30, 2025 at 6:50 PM
A glance at death,
A collar of misery.
Cross your fingers and
Count your blessings.
Señor Suerte never has a break.

Eyes of black sockets,
A hat to cover lies,
Black and white, yet
Questions all meaning.
Can lack of skin hide a smile?

www.quotev.com/story/170314...

#poem #ChazBojórquez
www.quotev.com
May 22, 2025 at 6:53 AM
Just finished reading Congo by Michael Crichton. It was one of those books I could never finish as a kid, so I tried one last time.
Every time I picked up this book, I could only think "Gorilla!!" From over the garden wall.

#whatimreading #MichaelCrichton #scifi
May 13, 2025 at 8:18 PM
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Finally! Enough pollen off the car to apply the second generation of this bumper sticker. #MaytheFourthBeWithYou
#AltGov #AltFam #AltCitizen
May 5, 2025 at 1:58 AM
Monsters in the Night

There are no monsters in the night
There are no creatures out of sight.
They are not here or over there,
Please stop weeping in despair.

Read the rest here: www.quotev.com/story/170122...

A fun little poem I wrote when drunk.
#poem #halloween #spooky #monster #rhymes
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May 5, 2025 at 7:37 AM
Please check out this short horror story in a 2nd person narrative. Only a 3 min read.

"You heard your roommate’s door open... “Sorry, go back to sleep, the powers out.” Silence... then you hear the door close again."
#shortstory #horror #2ndperson #writingcommunity
www.quotev.com/story/169959...
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April 28, 2025 at 3:19 AM
First fun book I've read in a while.
#whatimreading #starwars #books #reading
April 19, 2025 at 8:49 PM
Opposites.

“October and January go together,
So do August and July.
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight…”
“September and December go together.”
He then looks to me and smiles.
“I’m combining opposite’s sister”

Read poem here:
www.quotev.com/story/169843...

#poem #writing #opposites
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April 11, 2025 at 8:35 AM
Security.

I wanna go home,
I think to myself as I leave my bedroom,
Just to go refill my water bottle before
Casting off into a deep sleep.

Read full poem here:
www.quotev.com/story/169714...

Safe in a small room, cornered with toxic thoughts

#poem #home #thoughts #leaving #change #security
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March 31, 2025 at 7:18 AM
Guilt

They say guilt is wrath ill taken.

Sometimes they do no wrong, yet it still remains.

It grows, sick with a queasy aftertaste and

All the while the knot in their chest sings.

A short poem written in college.

www.quotev.com/story/169505...

#poem #guilt #anxiety #lost #learning
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March 14, 2025 at 1:08 AM