But it still feels not good. I’m sure I’ll feel better once this movie I’m doing is over, but man it feels really bad and really pointless sometimes. I just have to find the energy to make more of my own stuff in between these bigger projects. (End)

I’m doing okay but every once in a while I realize that I made the wrong turn. Getting back on track is a painful realization of how much time I’ve wasted making rich people even richer while my social life & ambitions slip further. I know I’m just describing labor in entertainment (Pt3)

I’ve been making a slow but deliberate transition to indie films and video game composition because those seem to be the exception. My whole goal in working in the film industry was to make someone’s favorite thing and it feels like I’m further away from that goal now (Pt2)