same!! it's so soon :o looking forward to saying hi :3

nyaa :3

whoa that last row is a *lot* more intense

... or maybe it's the glass of wine I had shortly before

i follow a "best of both worlds" approach here: take amphetamines then as they kick in immediately go for 7 hours of sleep

tbh i bet they don't even have a sandcat mode where they avoid hoovering up sand

worst thing is when it starts self-reinforcing because I'm just not used to having a comfy chat with people anymore and find it increasingly difficult to keep up with friends :x

I'm thinking maybe I need to just try more, and hope people think I'm "nice enough" even if I'm shy at first

of course, after posting this I end up talking to more people in half a day than I usually do in a week

I used to be better at this (especially with conversations online) and maybe socializing less is part of why I've been feeling so out of it lately

you'd think the fact that everytime i dare overcome my anxiety and approach people myself leaves me feeling significantly better for days after would motivate me to do so more often, but alas that doesn't seem to be how my brain works?

hi hai hiiii

the answer to "what software does this info display run on" surprisingly often boils down to a system configured to boot into a fullscreen browser tab and honestly, it's not even a bad choice in most cases