Ikki
@ikkiawe.bsky.social
she/any
just things that make me
like bats, prose, chikorita, glitter
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poetry sometimes, clinging to every crush i get, just adoring colours or hurt whenever else
just things that make me
like bats, prose, chikorita, glitter
Discord: ask
poetry sometimes, clinging to every crush i get, just adoring colours or hurt whenever else
i might not be healing from this one, just dawned on me its been everpresent
December 21, 2025 at 10:14 PM
i might not be healing from this one, just dawned on me its been everpresent
something feels wrong, something happened, dont know what, timestamping for when i figure out
November 3, 2025 at 8:34 PM
something feels wrong, something happened, dont know what, timestamping for when i figure out
grief was a bit harder today, not a special day or anything, just seeking safety, comfort, giving the energy space to move around.
pulling all the adjacent emotions along with it.
love you
pulling all the adjacent emotions along with it.
love you
October 25, 2025 at 12:55 PM
grief was a bit harder today, not a special day or anything, just seeking safety, comfort, giving the energy space to move around.
pulling all the adjacent emotions along with it.
love you
pulling all the adjacent emotions along with it.
love you
i know forcing the tail end of sad weeks to happen faster doesnt work but i try every time
October 15, 2025 at 1:58 AM
i know forcing the tail end of sad weeks to happen faster doesnt work but i try every time
what part of healing is the part where it feels like you regressed a decade and are this close
September 28, 2025 at 10:32 AM
what part of healing is the part where it feels like you regressed a decade and are this close
call me pregnancy test how my favourite flower is peony
September 27, 2025 at 7:06 AM
call me pregnancy test how my favourite flower is peony
repeating repeating repeating repeating
September 23, 2025 at 4:48 AM
repeating repeating repeating repeating
imagineee if my tinnitus instead was this very faint train crossing sound with a sprinkle of rain
September 18, 2025 at 5:43 PM
imagineee if my tinnitus instead was this very faint train crossing sound with a sprinkle of rain
bad rng on the emotion of the week this week, shedding
September 16, 2025 at 10:16 PM
bad rng on the emotion of the week this week, shedding
every now and then i resent being happy, its.. inconvenient bc it brings along a contrast for when its over and I'm stuck recovering for longer than i intended. not always, not often, but enough to carry uncertainty in my peace that week.
September 15, 2025 at 5:24 AM
every now and then i resent being happy, its.. inconvenient bc it brings along a contrast for when its over and I'm stuck recovering for longer than i intended. not always, not often, but enough to carry uncertainty in my peace that week.
weird experience just now that was kind of the opposite of lucid dreaming? like the dreaming person was self aware of the awake half, i could interrogate myself and be physically aware of my bed and move my arm around in the perspective of dream me? like i was both awake and asleep
August 29, 2025 at 2:37 PM
weird experience just now that was kind of the opposite of lucid dreaming? like the dreaming person was self aware of the awake half, i could interrogate myself and be physically aware of my bed and move my arm around in the perspective of dream me? like i was both awake and asleep
any shed rotters check how well their diet has been by the lines in their nails like tree rings
August 27, 2025 at 6:16 PM
any shed rotters check how well their diet has been by the lines in their nails like tree rings
i think to myself im so cute
August 17, 2025 at 8:31 PM
i think to myself im so cute
i still do, in celebration of still being here, feel the love i felt then fully.
evenly between all of you, but really both of you.
addicted to a memory none of us still resemble.
i now miss a lesser me more than you.
do i still thank you two?
if i grew in the soil you led me to
evenly between all of you, but really both of you.
addicted to a memory none of us still resemble.
i now miss a lesser me more than you.
do i still thank you two?
if i grew in the soil you led me to
August 17, 2025 at 2:25 AM
i still do, in celebration of still being here, feel the love i felt then fully.
evenly between all of you, but really both of you.
addicted to a memory none of us still resemble.
i now miss a lesser me more than you.
do i still thank you two?
if i grew in the soil you led me to
evenly between all of you, but really both of you.
addicted to a memory none of us still resemble.
i now miss a lesser me more than you.
do i still thank you two?
if i grew in the soil you led me to
something weird happened, all the colors look different. theyre the same colors, i can see the same differences, but they appear like they did the first time i saw them, they feel so novel. red isnt just red, its bleeding.
August 6, 2025 at 7:17 AM
something weird happened, all the colors look different. theyre the same colors, i can see the same differences, but they appear like they did the first time i saw them, they feel so novel. red isnt just red, its bleeding.
dreams are so scary real i just got hit in the head so hard by an angry guy swinging a skate board on its side i got concussed into every runescape character of mine and knocked straight out of them into this world. my head is pounding from the shockwave and fake pain, was that necessary meatball 😭
August 5, 2025 at 10:08 AM
dreams are so scary real i just got hit in the head so hard by an angry guy swinging a skate board on its side i got concussed into every runescape character of mine and knocked straight out of them into this world. my head is pounding from the shockwave and fake pain, was that necessary meatball 😭
trying to reframe empty as roomy and a bit claustrophobic.
makes me wish to engage with potential more
makes me wish to engage with potential more
August 5, 2025 at 5:58 AM
trying to reframe empty as roomy and a bit claustrophobic.
makes me wish to engage with potential more
makes me wish to engage with potential more
somethings wrong again
cant wait to find out after the fact
cant wait to find out after the fact
July 30, 2025 at 10:54 PM
somethings wrong again
cant wait to find out after the fact
cant wait to find out after the fact
i get so excited and relieved when i realise im trending towards my two happy weeks again, i get to eat better, fall asleep easier, i get to read more instead of getting exhausted after a paragraph for a month. i get to treat games as more than a habit, i get to dream, practice, imagine. imagine..
July 22, 2025 at 8:54 PM
i get so excited and relieved when i realise im trending towards my two happy weeks again, i get to eat better, fall asleep easier, i get to read more instead of getting exhausted after a paragraph for a month. i get to treat games as more than a habit, i get to dream, practice, imagine. imagine..
ive never been bothered by being considered boring sometimes, because being bored is a skill isue.
HOWEVER
BLAND kills me
i put so much into my vibrance in spite of my presence
HOWEVER
BLAND kills me
i put so much into my vibrance in spite of my presence
July 18, 2025 at 2:30 AM
ive never been bothered by being considered boring sometimes, because being bored is a skill isue.
HOWEVER
BLAND kills me
i put so much into my vibrance in spite of my presence
HOWEVER
BLAND kills me
i put so much into my vibrance in spite of my presence
middle of the night smells different with the lights off,
lied down next to the window, this moment feels rarer than something that just happens every day for some reason.
what is so different about now
lied down next to the window, this moment feels rarer than something that just happens every day for some reason.
what is so different about now
July 18, 2025 at 1:11 AM
middle of the night smells different with the lights off,
lied down next to the window, this moment feels rarer than something that just happens every day for some reason.
what is so different about now
lied down next to the window, this moment feels rarer than something that just happens every day for some reason.
what is so different about now
i think its so cute when some people sneeze i dont understanddd
July 13, 2025 at 1:07 AM
i think its so cute when some people sneeze i dont understanddd
Billen als de zon dus ik ben verliefd
July 9, 2025 at 7:03 PM
Billen als de zon dus ik ben verliefd
girl why do i still cry every second lapis lazuli is on screen 🥺
July 5, 2025 at 11:06 AM
girl why do i still cry every second lapis lazuli is on screen 🥺