I fucking hate it. Because I know it's an insecurity that I have no control over. I can spin my gear all I want. I can turn my gear as hard as I can. But if that other gear isn't touching, what's the point of my gear moving?

No. I talk about my sorrows. I talk about my good luck. I talk about things that hurt. Because they matter to me. I speak when spoken to.

Apparently my voice isn't important enough. Why say something if another person will say the same time but louder? Why comfort someone if they don't listen?

I meant in the general case but yeah I understand what you said.

Things like politics, opinions on ai, opinions on music, opinions on games for example

Funnily enough it was until a few days ago when I found where the ants came from during the summer. My AC that isn't functional anymore was leaking air into the room so the winter air was blasting in.