It has ONLY gotten worse since, my god...

Oh my GOD, *TEN DAYS* WORTH OF NOTIFICATIONS TO GO THROUGH, HELP ME 😭

Now here's something a little different.. 🙈

This is a night late, buuut... 😖🤭🙈

CARLOOOSS

I wanna replace this so bad, I'm so mad I chose *this* when I actually had the money to get something.

Still good enough for now for something hands-free until then 🥴

Recorded more than usual, I'm still overall nervous about this, on top of it being hard to find times where I both feel like recording, and when I have the certainty of long enough privacy to record uninterrupted 😖

I've jerked off twice already tonight, and yet I'm hard *again*, my libido knows no bounds, and yet I still feel a weird sense of repression. Not to mention still wanting to know what my toys feel like 😮‍💨

One of these days, I'll find time to take these toys. I experimented before when I had more time for privacy, and got up to medium with the anal training kit. I just need the time and the certainty I won't be bothered. I also want some guidance to be honest, I do best with instructions 🥴

I'm normally much more "protective" when I'm doing this because I like to keep things clean, but knowing I wanted to post again, I went completely bare, in two different ways in this case, and lubed up for it. I'm embarrassed seeing myself like this 🙈

Posting again because a lot of the art, animations and other videos too were getting to me this morning 🫣

I don't know what compelled me to post this, I just felt good after showering, and that just translated into getting hard, and further into boldness that I definitely do not usually have 🥴

A lot of the NSFW artists I follow on Twitter have long since made the jump here, so now things are finally feeling more viable

Maybe someday when I'm brave enough, I'll make some sort of "identity" with this account, but that day probably isn't today?

Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #638,285!