Iiji
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It's almost time for therapy - which, I don't know. But I'm scared to can fix the problem, and at the same time, I know that only through therapy can I feel better and lead a better life. I panic at the thought of having to talk about everything that's happened... all the feelings are coming back.
August 31, 2025 at 7:40 AM
It's almost time for therapy - which, I don't know. But I'm scared to can fix the problem, and at the same time, I know that only through therapy can I feel better and lead a better life. I panic at the thought of having to talk about everything that's happened... all the feelings are coming back.
I hate flashbacks from nowhere.
August 7, 2025 at 9:52 AM
I hate flashbacks from nowhere.
I don’t know the car manufacturer but I guess it is a Chinese manufacturer. Possible the car can buy and this is only an own design?
#spycar
#spycar
July 24, 2025 at 4:35 PM
I don’t know the car manufacturer but I guess it is a Chinese manufacturer. Possible the car can buy and this is only an own design?
#spycar
#spycar
Yesterday I was at Kylie Minogues Tension Tour at the Avicii Arena in Stockholm, Sweden. Very cool and powerful show.
June 26, 2025 at 9:43 AM
Yesterday I was at Kylie Minogues Tension Tour at the Avicii Arena in Stockholm, Sweden. Very cool and powerful show.
I don't want to be anymore. Every f*ckin' second I miss my little star. Not a single day goes by where I don't think about him. How is he doing now? I wish he always has the best no matter what. I feel so lost and incomplete. I don't know why I'm here anyway... for what? Every day that pain.
May 22, 2025 at 5:07 AM
I don't want to be anymore. Every f*ckin' second I miss my little star. Not a single day goes by where I don't think about him. How is he doing now? I wish he always has the best no matter what. I feel so lost and incomplete. I don't know why I'm here anyway... for what? Every day that pain.
Dax - "Lonely Dirt Road" (Official Music Video)
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April 22, 2025 at 7:03 PM
On the way to MOS, my body was freezing and my heart was pumping really hard. I thought about canceling the trip and driving home again. Try it another day. But I made it! I drove to MOS today and I also went inside and did some shopping. 53 minutes!
March 25, 2025 at 11:11 AM
On the way to MOS, my body was freezing and my heart was pumping really hard. I thought about canceling the trip and driving home again. Try it another day. But I made it! I drove to MOS today and I also went inside and did some shopping. 53 minutes!
Flower of the day found in Täby… Its a terrible situation for me - every day is full of memories but all the feelings are gone. It’s not longer important - all is the same, not good but even not bad: it’s nothing more…
March 20, 2025 at 2:21 PM
Flower of the day found in Täby… Its a terrible situation for me - every day is full of memories but all the feelings are gone. It’s not longer important - all is the same, not good but even not bad: it’s nothing more…
So beautiful - first crocuses at home.
March 8, 2025 at 6:45 PM
So beautiful - first crocuses at home.
I erased all my posts on X and then I closed my account there. M&T and V are strange people and very dangerous.
March 3, 2025 at 6:52 AM
I erased all my posts on X and then I closed my account there. M&T and V are strange people and very dangerous.
My first crocus for this year. Unfortunately next day someone has killed it… I hope for more flowers soon.
March 3, 2025 at 6:50 AM
My first crocus for this year. Unfortunately next day someone has killed it… I hope for more flowers soon.
I go down with the medicine and I feel ok. That’s great. I erased all pictures and texts about/with you and feel better. I found a way how I can go forward and think first time that it is possible: a life after you destroyed me. I will work on that.
March 3, 2025 at 6:48 AM
I go down with the medicine and I feel ok. That’s great. I erased all pictures and texts about/with you and feel better. I found a way how I can go forward and think first time that it is possible: a life after you destroyed me. I will work on that.
I want not longer live this life right now. I feel so empty, so alone. And yes, time will change… but now it’s only hard to understand. Why did all this happen?
February 17, 2025 at 11:42 AM
I want not longer live this life right now. I feel so empty, so alone. And yes, time will change… but now it’s only hard to understand. Why did all this happen?
Three nights of nightmares, three nights of restlessness in my body and during the day thinking that something terrible has happened to you. I hate that, you should live the best life you can. I still miss you every day, every minute, every moment. But all is destroyed.
February 17, 2025 at 11:39 AM
Three nights of nightmares, three nights of restlessness in my body and during the day thinking that something terrible has happened to you. I hate that, you should live the best life you can. I still miss you every day, every minute, every moment. But all is destroyed.
Morning view on the motorway from Uppsala to Stockholm. Around 30 km/h the most time… not a surprise because of new coming snow.
February 4, 2025 at 2:44 PM
Morning view on the motorway from Uppsala to Stockholm. Around 30 km/h the most time… not a surprise because of new coming snow.
There is something going completely wrong in Sweden right now. There is not a single day this year that has gone by without a bomb explosion or shooting. Every day more people are traumatized and their lives will be completely changed. It needs to change immediately!
February 4, 2025 at 2:41 PM
There is something going completely wrong in Sweden right now. There is not a single day this year that has gone by without a bomb explosion or shooting. Every day more people are traumatized and their lives will be completely changed. It needs to change immediately!
I sleep not good and today is Monday. A day I have hard to believe in me. Right now I only want … an end. I’m tired of all bad memories and all the time to think about a little angel who lives at another family. I miss you soooo…
February 3, 2025 at 5:53 AM
I sleep not good and today is Monday. A day I have hard to believe in me. Right now I only want … an end. I’m tired of all bad memories and all the time to think about a little angel who lives at another family. I miss you soooo…
Love Victor! So cute and so really good and perfect world who everyone can love and be loved. Everyone can be a human…
January 31, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Love Victor! So cute and so really good and perfect world who everyone can love and be loved. Everyone can be a human…
Yesterday - it’s January and snowdrops are blooming in Stockholm, Sweden. Crazy and scary weather here.
January 31, 2025 at 6:41 PM
Yesterday - it’s January and snowdrops are blooming in Stockholm, Sweden. Crazy and scary weather here.
A whole day in the garage cleaning up.
January 28, 2025 at 4:48 PM
A whole day in the garage cleaning up.
I fu*** hate my life right now. From one moment to the next I start crying just because I was talking about a person I miss every f*** day. But his stupid brother has ruined everything just because he's so messed up in the head.
January 27, 2025 at 7:43 AM
I fu*** hate my life right now. From one moment to the next I start crying just because I was talking about a person I miss every f*** day. But his stupid brother has ruined everything just because he's so messed up in the head.
Facebook Marketplace memory: people contact me and want to buy something I sell. They want to pay for the product and shipping and just need the mobile number to transfer the money. After this, I need to write my credit card info on a Fake PostNord site. So just a trick to get the card information.
January 21, 2025 at 3:34 PM
Facebook Marketplace memory: people contact me and want to buy something I sell. They want to pay for the product and shipping and just need the mobile number to transfer the money. After this, I need to write my credit card info on a Fake PostNord site. So just a trick to get the card information.
Today in Sweden, Stockholm, Täby. It’s not the right time for snowdrops right now. Too early!
January 20, 2025 at 2:44 PM
Today in Sweden, Stockholm, Täby. It’s not the right time for snowdrops right now. Too early!
First week I worked four out of five days. I'm really tired. This week was full of work, an unusual horrible experience and a lot of new people. Now I'm taking the weekend and hoping for the best.
January 17, 2025 at 2:53 PM
First week I worked four out of five days. I'm really tired. This week was full of work, an unusual horrible experience and a lot of new people. Now I'm taking the weekend and hoping for the best.