just felt like saying that for some reason : )

So I am here because my loneliness and pain has demanded that I find others and let go of the worship of individualism. Many are not at this stage yet, but best to assume those doing this for their communities *know* suffering and really know it. We will be here for you even if you hate us

I do not do mutual aid to convince you of my goodness, I am not seeking or demanding goodness. I have been severed and isolated from my fellow humans countless times, and the only way to feel connection again was to give without expectation, to find community and others who knew my pain

But obviously I'm more abstract to you than real, and more what I allow you to feel than an actual person with needs & feelings trying to support my family

Throughout this g*nocide many of my friends have relied on me for emotional support and to not feel like bad people and I wish you know how much its f*cked with me bc none of that energy is returned and im objectively facing more than you in my family rn

White people please decolonize or we will all literally die ahhh. I dont get your extreme soul death and lack of interest in this. What can whiteness possibly bring you that is worth more than a future on this planet? It does not seem like it brings anything interesting bc many of you are boring

Sorry if this is a bad analogy Idk how else to describe it. Math is actually very symbolic 😭 Lower math is kind of like the fundamentals of how a language works and higher math is poetry, anyway im starting to gain respect for how mathematicians might see the world

One of the first revelations I am having about math is that the US teaches it very strangely & that as someone interested in linguistics and programming, both of which are not rigid areas of study, that math is similarly not very rigid at all but some forms have a grammar or syntax to follow

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