tbh i wish there is a way to archive all discord messages so i can delete everything and move on

also Nil's fur has a hex code of 1f1e33 (yes i referenced it from camellia) and people often call it 'iffy' instead

there we go.

please move on from the disgraceful shits i have become over the past years.

even my art has more expressions than ts 🥀🥀

its so fucking cancerous 😭

i feel like i ended up spending all of my time drowning in the guilt because i disrespected an artist so bad
but at the same time i cant allow myself to forgive AND forget everything

and now im just sitting here still hating myself to the core

we good

...I'll try and fix this altogether.

Your behavior isn't even less toxic as mine from before, or maybe even more so.

Will you just shut up about L for even like five minutes?

i was pretty hungry during this

from Rachmaninoff’s Etude Op.39 No.5

idk how myself works, i feel like i’m just in between Neo and Nil