After watching a few, I started thinking it was all scripted, so I decided to pop into VRchat. And no... no... it is so not faked. I was only in for a few minutes and witnessed so many things I wish I could forget.

But at least someone let me copy and save their cool Roaring Knight avatar.

But I'm here for the ride and I like all versions and theories xD Though I agree with your other post, I think he was always the same size.

I always imagined it as like, the current version of him is like, him with his shell melted off? Like all Addisons get different shells that make them better equipped to market specific areas and all of them look like the puppet underneath. And the acid melted it off. But that's just a head canon 😎

I'm the same way. Like it's just fun to take part in something so raw and personal to most people.

I think in time that goes away. Just need to push past it a little more every time! Remind yourself that all artists suffer from the same thing. And it's better to have made something at all. Also, there's nothing wrong with "bad" art (though it's not bad!). Plus you can always redraw anything!

I keep meaning to ask! Can I like, draw some of this too <w< I don't want to steal your ideas but I love them!

A lot of it is a habit. You need to get used to it and fight the urges to quit, to constantly redo it to make it "better", to get distracted. Once you get past those, it comes naturally.

It's a long term dopamine hit. We've all gotten so used to the instant stuff so it feels unnatural.

There's a server for this <w<

I really want to talk to people about my kinks, if you can call them that. I want to feel normal. Like- in my brain, I feel if I can just tell the right person about how I feel, I wont be ashamed of it anymore. But I know that will never happen.