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sometimes ignorance is bliss
sometimes it isnt
i love having to vibecheck the amount of time between dms
sometimes ignorance is bliss
sometimes it isnt
i love having to vibecheck the amount of time between dms
has the rose
wilted and rotted away
has the rose
wilted and rotted away
something is going on that im not privy to
possibilities going through my head at mach 10
knocking
trains of thought off their tracks
can’t think straight
worrying about the possible rather than the now
and the lack of information
im scared
everyone should be
are they both
marked
for
death
?
something is going on that im not privy to
possibilities going through my head at mach 10
knocking
trains of thought off their tracks
can’t think straight
worrying about the possible rather than the now
and the lack of information
im scared
everyone should be
are they both
marked
for
death
?
censor bars and prison bars look the same from a distance
and from up close, i’d assume they act similar too
censor bars and prison bars look the same from a distance
and from up close, i’d assume they act similar too
puppymoding seems less and less like a coping mechanism and more and more like relapsing
most of my mental breakdowns have forced me either partially or fully into that headspace before tearing me to shreds
its not a reliable way to ease the pain anymore
puppymoding seems less and less like a coping mechanism and more and more like relapsing
most of my mental breakdowns have forced me either partially or fully into that headspace before tearing me to shreds
its not a reliable way to ease the pain anymore
useless
stupid
pathetic
self-serving
just lobotomise me atp
id be happier as a dumbass dog than a person
useless
stupid
pathetic
self-serving
just lobotomise me atp
id be happier as a dumbass dog than a person
if i ever decide to cut myself
i want the cuts uniform along my arm
perfectly spaced
equal length
so later
when the cuts have scabbed over
and healed
the scars will remind me that i did such a thing
with inhuman precision
if i ever decide to cut myself
i want the cuts uniform along my arm
perfectly spaced
equal length
so later
when the cuts have scabbed over
and healed
the scars will remind me that i did such a thing
with inhuman precision
once again
i wasnt there to help you
the idea of sleeping is starting to seem scarier and scarier now
once again
i wasnt there to help you
the idea of sleeping is starting to seem scarier and scarier now
though we reach the final curtain
one thing remains, that’s for certain
i will love you all my life
but without you in my life
i would give you
everything
just to see that smile you bring
just to see that song you sing
i would give you
everything
just to see that smile you bring
for that song
though we reach the final curtain
one thing remains, that’s for certain
i will love you all my life
but without you in my life
i would give you
everything
just to see that smile you bring
just to see that song you sing
i would give you
everything
just to see that smile you bring
for that song
was i being ignored on purpose?
was i being ignored on purpose?
tree of life
tree of life
generational wealth’s worth of spoon debt
generational wealth’s worth of spoon debt
i’m not worth anything
i’m not worth anything
down, down, down i go
i tell myself i’m a tough girl
down, down, down i go
i can never
ever
ever touch the soul
down, down, down i go
i tell myself i’m a tough girl
down, down, down i go
i can never
ever
ever touch the soul
i feel horrible to tell myself to just "let it play out" but i know if i step in now that nothing good will come of it
i feel horrible to tell myself to just "let it play out" but i know if i step in now that nothing good will come of it
idk why i even bother venting because like
it's just gonna get me help that i don't deserve! and might even come back to harm those that helped me in the future!
just let natural selection take me atp
idk why i even bother venting because like
it's just gonna get me help that i don't deserve! and might even come back to harm those that helped me in the future!
just let natural selection take me atp
i should've been made a dog and been put into some shitty dogfighting ring so i could suffer for as long as possible
i should've been made a dog and been put into some shitty dogfighting ring so i could suffer for as long as possible
some of the shit i say to stop myself SHing is asking myself what would happen to sleepy / rose / razz / whoever else if i did that, but that's just narcissistic of me to think, right?
just one person SHing can't be enough to push someone over the edge
some of the shit i say to stop myself SHing is asking myself what would happen to sleepy / rose / razz / whoever else if i did that, but that's just narcissistic of me to think, right?
just one person SHing can't be enough to push someone over the edge
am i:
A) obsessive
B) a control freak
C) a stalker
D) useless
E) all of the above ! <3
vote in the replies below >w<
am i:
A) obsessive
B) a control freak
C) a stalker
D) useless
E) all of the above ! <3
vote in the replies below >w<
does anyone even read these? i could say some shit like "i'm gonna cut my tongue out if nobody responds in five minutes" and also be serious and there's a good chance that five minutes later my tongue would be on the bathroom floor
does anyone even read these? i could say some shit like "i'm gonna cut my tongue out if nobody responds in five minutes" and also be serious and there's a good chance that five minutes later my tongue would be on the bathroom floor
beating myself up over nothing again :3
beating myself up over nothing again :3
killing myself would be too good for me
killing myself would be too good for me
what’s the point of a guard dog if it’s never on duty when the bad things happen
what’s the point of a guard dog if it’s never on duty when the bad things happen
oh, how your voice
lost its poise
from when we split in twain, see
tell me, tell me
what is it that turns you
unhappy, happy
knowing deep down we’ll always
fear me
oh, how your voice
lost its poise
from when we split in twain, see
tell me, tell me
what is it that turns you
unhappy, happy
knowing deep down we’ll always
fear me
'Ephemerally'
- Tammie
'Ephemerally'
- Tammie