new creative insult about myself
idkbutimfalling.bsky.social
new creative insult about myself
@idkbutimfalling.bsky.social
tammie's vent acc
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sometimes ignorance is bliss
sometimes it isnt

i love having to vibecheck the amount of time between dms
February 13, 2026 at 8:16 PM
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has the rose
wilted and rotted away
February 12, 2026 at 4:27 PM
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something is going on that im not privy to

possibilities going through my head at mach 10
knocking
trains of thought off their tracks
can’t think straight
worrying about the possible rather than the now
and the lack of information
im scared
everyone should be

are they both
marked
for
death
?
February 12, 2026 at 3:52 PM
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censor bars and prison bars look the same from a distance
and from up close, i’d assume they act similar too
February 12, 2026 at 3:27 PM
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puppymoding seems less and less like a coping mechanism and more and more like relapsing

most of my mental breakdowns have forced me either partially or fully into that headspace before tearing me to shreds

its not a reliable way to ease the pain anymore
February 12, 2026 at 7:17 AM
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useless
stupid
pathetic
self-serving

just lobotomise me atp
id be happier as a dumbass dog than a person
February 12, 2026 at 7:13 AM
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if i ever decide to cut myself
i want the cuts uniform along my arm
perfectly spaced
equal length

so later
when the cuts have scabbed over
and healed
the scars will remind me that i did such a thing
with inhuman precision
February 12, 2026 at 7:08 AM
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once again
i wasnt there to help you

the idea of sleeping is starting to seem scarier and scarier now
February 12, 2026 at 7:04 AM
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though we reach the final curtain
one thing remains, that’s for certain
i will love you all my life
but without you in my life

i would give you
everything
just to see that smile you bring
just to see that song you sing
i would give you
everything
just to see that smile you bring
for that song
February 11, 2026 at 9:47 PM
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was i being ignored on purpose?
February 11, 2026 at 7:00 AM
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tree of life
February 10, 2026 at 10:45 PM
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generational wealth’s worth of spoon debt
February 10, 2026 at 3:37 PM
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i’m not worth anything
February 10, 2026 at 12:23 AM
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down, down, down i go
i tell myself i’m a tough girl
down, down, down i go
i can never
ever
ever touch the soul
February 9, 2026 at 11:55 PM
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i feel horrible to tell myself to just "let it play out" but i know if i step in now that nothing good will come of it
February 8, 2026 at 11:46 PM
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idk why i even bother venting because like
it's just gonna get me help that i don't deserve! and might even come back to harm those that helped me in the future!

just let natural selection take me atp
February 8, 2026 at 11:15 PM
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i should've been made a dog and been put into some shitty dogfighting ring so i could suffer for as long as possible
February 8, 2026 at 11:14 PM
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some of the shit i say to stop myself SHing is asking myself what would happen to sleepy / rose / razz / whoever else if i did that, but that's just narcissistic of me to think, right?

just one person SHing can't be enough to push someone over the edge
February 8, 2026 at 11:12 PM
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am i:
A) obsessive
B) a control freak
C) a stalker
D) useless
E) all of the above ! <3

vote in the replies below >w<
February 8, 2026 at 11:09 PM
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does anyone even read these? i could say some shit like "i'm gonna cut my tongue out if nobody responds in five minutes" and also be serious and there's a good chance that five minutes later my tongue would be on the bathroom floor
February 8, 2026 at 11:07 PM
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beating myself up over nothing again :3
February 8, 2026 at 10:57 PM
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killing myself would be too good for me
February 8, 2026 at 10:34 AM
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what’s the point of a guard dog if it’s never on duty when the bad things happen
February 8, 2026 at 10:23 AM
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oh, how your voice
lost its poise
from when we split in twain, see

tell me, tell me
what is it that turns you
unhappy, happy

knowing deep down we’ll always
fear me
February 7, 2026 at 2:27 AM
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'Ephemerally'
- Tammie
February 5, 2026 at 6:29 PM