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I write poems sometimes
Depression page

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Bawling my eyes out after watching Thirteen
May 11, 2025 at 5:43 AM
“Don’t do anything bad”
“Don’t worry, I won’t”

just playing tic-tac-toe on myself…
May 11, 2025 at 4:29 AM
I want them to notice but at the same time I’m terrified of anyone seeing
May 2, 2025 at 5:30 PM
What happened to me?
I used to be so good, so on top of things.
Now I’m falling behind and have no motivation.
I just don’t care anymore.
April 30, 2025 at 2:15 AM
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quick question: what the fuck?
April 4, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Couldn’t go to the dance cause my cuts would show if I wore my dress…

#mentalhealth #depression #sh
April 18, 2025 at 6:11 AM
Is it possible to be entitled and a people pleaser at the same time?
April 8, 2025 at 4:22 AM
When you have a breakdown and €u+ yourself at night and then have to go to church the next day as if nothing happened…

#mentalhealth #depression #sh
April 6, 2025 at 5:13 PM
Committing
March 30, 2025 at 7:15 AM
So I might’ve just had a small seizure…
March 15, 2025 at 2:09 PM
I’m scared to fall asleep because I can’t stand the thought of tomorrow
March 14, 2025 at 5:39 AM
• reverse poetry •

~ A Pretty Pity ~
——
a pity
I’m
so
smart
but not
pretty
March 12, 2025 at 7:18 AM
I can feel my heart beating really clearly
March 12, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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Your poems will be called "too abstract, "too depressing," or "too weird." The gatekeepers are rigged & the apocalypse is near. Write that poem!
March 8, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Is it bad to want to have an ed?
March 5, 2025 at 8:08 AM
How do I know if the pills are working?
March 4, 2025 at 1:33 AM
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I can’t explain it, but there’s a very specific type of exhaustion that comes from doing absolutely nothing all day.
March 3, 2025 at 1:00 AM
“Do you want me to call your mom?”
My mom?
Why my mom?
What’s she gonna do about it?
Try to talk to me?
Please shut up
See what’s wrong?
I don’t know
Ask what she can do?
Nothing
I don’t wanna talk right now
Especially not to you
Just leave me alone
Let me cry
In peace
March 3, 2025 at 8:45 PM
I’m sorry
I cried on your sweater
March 3, 2025 at 8:25 PM
I feel sick
I wanna throw up
I wanna sleep
I wanna die
It feels like my hearts beating too fast
I need to do something
I can’t move
I can’t breathe
I hate this
Fuck
What the hell is wrong with me
March 2, 2025 at 5:45 AM
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I need to get up I need to get up I need to get up omg I need to fucking get up get up get up get up get up get up get up Get Up GET UP G E T U P GET THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKING BITCH YOURE SO FUCKING USELESS YOU HAVE SHIT TO DO GET GOING YOU LAZY SHIT
GET‼️ UP‼️‼️
March 2, 2025 at 5:37 AM
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Poetry is just emotionally intelligent venting.
February 28, 2025 at 1:00 AM
My Mothers Tree
January 24, 2025 at 7:33 AM
…I kinda want a sugar daddy/mommy
January 14, 2025 at 5:16 AM
Is it bad to want to be in a relationship where they take care of me and tell me what to do and I don’t have to think at all?
January 13, 2025 at 6:33 AM