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@ibuprofenfan.bsky.social
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spam/vent/nsfw lalalala
anywayyy feeling so bad about myself and so hopeless the last few days i feel like everyone is better at everything than me i feel like i’m completely useless and will never achieve anything and i feel so fucking lonely bc despite having a great bf and great friends they’re all so far away!!!
November 23, 2025 at 12:26 PM
anywayyy feeling so bad about myself and so hopeless the last few days i feel like everyone is better at everything than me i feel like i’m completely useless and will never achieve anything and i feel so fucking lonely bc despite having a great bf and great friends they’re all so far away!!!
my priv/vent isnt working??? the dumb1uck one i switch to it and it just says error and doesn’t load the tl or profile?? so im returning here ig
November 23, 2025 at 12:23 PM
my priv/vent isnt working??? the dumb1uck one i switch to it and it just says error and doesn’t load the tl or profile?? so im returning here ig
sometimes bsky randomly switches me to a different account and i dont notice until i go to post something amd im like Wait thats the wrong pfp
August 21, 2025 at 3:03 PM
sometimes bsky randomly switches me to a different account and i dont notice until i go to post something amd im like Wait thats the wrong pfp
i know im scraping the bottom with my arguments in this diss at this point bc im referencing foucault and althusser like i need to hit this fucking word count and be DONE
August 16, 2025 at 11:54 AM
i know im scraping the bottom with my arguments in this diss at this point bc im referencing foucault and althusser like i need to hit this fucking word count and be DONE
this might be tmi but i don’t remember whens the last time i had a normal poop……
August 15, 2025 at 3:00 PM
this might be tmi but i don’t remember whens the last time i had a normal poop……
i cant wait 2 more weeks to have weird gay sex I CANNOT WAIT THIS LONG !!!
August 14, 2025 at 10:10 PM
i cant wait 2 more weeks to have weird gay sex I CANNOT WAIT THIS LONG !!!
hes trying he has his moments and when we spend time when im at uni and we meet for a few hours its actually Nice but at home its just so much and he Always seems a little angry i feel like i never know what thing i say will set him off and its like Genuinely starting to make me rly anxious
August 14, 2025 at 7:43 PM
hes trying he has his moments and when we spend time when im at uni and we meet for a few hours its actually Nice but at home its just so much and he Always seems a little angry i feel like i never know what thing i say will set him off and its like Genuinely starting to make me rly anxious
why cant my dad ever just say “clean ur room” instead of a tangent about everything ive ever done wrong and raising his voice and doing some weird thing like dude i will pick up the clothes u dont have to say my room is disgusting and horrible in front of everyone like fuck i feel bad enough already
August 14, 2025 at 7:39 PM
why cant my dad ever just say “clean ur room” instead of a tangent about everything ive ever done wrong and raising his voice and doing some weird thing like dude i will pick up the clothes u dont have to say my room is disgusting and horrible in front of everyone like fuck i feel bad enough already
waiting for spanish but i just feel so bad and like i’m about to cry and idk why i just feel so overwhelmed and weird today even though i woke up feeling rly well and had an alright morning
August 14, 2025 at 4:03 PM
waiting for spanish but i just feel so bad and like i’m about to cry and idk why i just feel so overwhelmed and weird today even though i woke up feeling rly well and had an alright morning
dawg i cannot keep living here
August 14, 2025 at 1:43 PM
dawg i cannot keep living here
btw they said to not eat anything bc theyll be home in 10mins and its been. 20mins. im losing hope but ik as soon as i make a sandwich they will pull up to the driveway lmao
my family went out and im not sure if they’re getting food while out and im hungryyyy. but if i eat and they’re not then theyll come home and make lunch and theyll be pissed that i ate on my own and wont eat with them. rough decision to make.
August 14, 2025 at 1:30 PM
btw they said to not eat anything bc theyll be home in 10mins and its been. 20mins. im losing hope but ik as soon as i make a sandwich they will pull up to the driveway lmao
my family went out and im not sure if they’re getting food while out and im hungryyyy. but if i eat and they’re not then theyll come home and make lunch and theyll be pissed that i ate on my own and wont eat with them. rough decision to make.
August 14, 2025 at 1:04 PM
my family went out and im not sure if they’re getting food while out and im hungryyyy. but if i eat and they’re not then theyll come home and make lunch and theyll be pissed that i ate on my own and wont eat with them. rough decision to make.
waiting for my appointment and its obviously delayed and oh my god the dr needs to hurry up bc WE NEED TO GET OFF THE SEA
August 12, 2025 at 9:19 AM
waiting for my appointment and its obviously delayed and oh my god the dr needs to hurry up bc WE NEED TO GET OFF THE SEA
parents have been home for 15mins and im Tweaking already
August 11, 2025 at 8:03 PM
parents have been home for 15mins and im Tweaking already
i have the weirdest tummy ache and im so bloated and nauseous and ouuuugh someone kill me
August 11, 2025 at 7:12 PM
i have the weirdest tummy ache and im so bloated and nauseous and ouuuugh someone kill me
i was crashing out but i went to my room and had some private time with a certain vibrating device and now im having a snack (crisps) and watching youtube and life is Ok actually
August 11, 2025 at 6:07 PM
i was crashing out but i went to my room and had some private time with a certain vibrating device and now im having a snack (crisps) and watching youtube and life is Ok actually
my family were supposed to come home Tomorrow but they rang me and said theyre coming home Today at 10pm I HATE WHEN PLANS CHANGE FUCK
August 11, 2025 at 3:53 PM
my family were supposed to come home Tomorrow but they rang me and said theyre coming home Today at 10pm I HATE WHEN PLANS CHANGE FUCK
feeling very sad and bad today but alas. ill make breakfast and i’ll write for a bit and i’ll be ok
August 11, 2025 at 12:01 PM
feeling very sad and bad today but alas. ill make breakfast and i’ll write for a bit and i’ll be ok
oh my god i went to check if id locked the door just to make sure bc otherwise it would bother me all night and turns out i in fact had not locked it. ok so my brain will never let this go Great
August 10, 2025 at 1:31 AM
oh my god i went to check if id locked the door just to make sure bc otherwise it would bother me all night and turns out i in fact had not locked it. ok so my brain will never let this go Great
tummy ache
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August 9, 2025 at 4:56 PM
tummy ache
i just cried bc i miss my mum (she’s on holidays and will be back this week) ohhhh today is not my day
August 9, 2025 at 11:33 AM
i just cried bc i miss my mum (she’s on holidays and will be back this week) ohhhh today is not my day
i have to lock in again today but before i can lock in i need to take painkillers bc im in so much pain i lowkey wanna cry but to do that i need to go downstairs and ohhhh its joever
August 9, 2025 at 11:06 AM
i have to lock in again today but before i can lock in i need to take painkillers bc im in so much pain i lowkey wanna cry but to do that i need to go downstairs and ohhhh its joever
i miss my boyfriend:((
August 9, 2025 at 12:35 AM
i miss my boyfriend:((
my grandma came over to grab something she left at our house and the first thing she did was ask if ive gained weight bc i look “a bit chubby” should i kms what is wrong with her😭
August 8, 2025 at 2:50 PM
my grandma came over to grab something she left at our house and the first thing she did was ask if ive gained weight bc i look “a bit chubby” should i kms what is wrong with her😭
i had a dream i went to the dr with my stomach problems and they said yeah we have to cut it out and i was like but you can’t live without a stomach and they said it would grow back healthy
August 8, 2025 at 11:19 AM
i had a dream i went to the dr with my stomach problems and they said yeah we have to cut it out and i was like but you can’t live without a stomach and they said it would grow back healthy