Ianto
@iantogwynt.bsky.social
To some known as Khyle (a black/silver wolf), to others a King Cheetah/Wolf hybrid+Other species. Fursuiter and musician.
LV: 30+
Found on VRC + other platforms. NO minors 🔞-This isn't Twitter: Likely more adult things and fewer self restrictions. #AIArt
LV: 30+
Found on VRC + other platforms. NO minors 🔞-This isn't Twitter: Likely more adult things and fewer self restrictions. #AIArt
Oh I've been there and know this sentiment all too well.
October 21, 2025 at 9:39 PM
Oh I've been there and know this sentiment all too well.
I know some has been doom and gloom. Life hasn't been fully such but have been stressed after starting a new job and other things in personal life taking more of my time... then being hit by mack trucks in other type situations...
I ask for patience and grace. Life is all about taking small steps.
I ask for patience and grace. Life is all about taking small steps.
September 28, 2025 at 2:46 PM
I know some has been doom and gloom. Life hasn't been fully such but have been stressed after starting a new job and other things in personal life taking more of my time... then being hit by mack trucks in other type situations...
I ask for patience and grace. Life is all about taking small steps.
I ask for patience and grace. Life is all about taking small steps.
In the end I wish you well. I hope favor finds you in the path you take ahead. I will miss you, but I can't keep holding onto hope or holding my breath waiting for you to look my way. You seem to wish avoiding my pain and shattering. Making me bleed out emotionally.
youtu.be/QFKHScAStsU?...
youtu.be/QFKHScAStsU?...
September 14, 2025 at 5:30 AM
In the end I wish you well. I hope favor finds you in the path you take ahead. I will miss you, but I can't keep holding onto hope or holding my breath waiting for you to look my way. You seem to wish avoiding my pain and shattering. Making me bleed out emotionally.
youtu.be/QFKHScAStsU?...
youtu.be/QFKHScAStsU?...
I keep being shown by a certain Hyena I've known since the MUCK days that things friend wise are dead. Tried reaching out to him like I have some close friends because he needs to know or I thought should know recently happened to me. He showed silence and he doesn't care.
youtu.be/uOi_qHmKSK8?...
youtu.be/uOi_qHmKSK8?...
September 14, 2025 at 5:25 AM
I keep being shown by a certain Hyena I've known since the MUCK days that things friend wise are dead. Tried reaching out to him like I have some close friends because he needs to know or I thought should know recently happened to me. He showed silence and he doesn't care.
youtu.be/uOi_qHmKSK8?...
youtu.be/uOi_qHmKSK8?...
I found a few songs and this channel has a few that seem to resonate deep in my core. I've lately wondered why a few I've known for many years have up and left me. Makes me wonder if I'm a bad person? I'm trying to figure things out. I'm still in the process of that.
youtu.be/kQnrPydqlA0?...
youtu.be/kQnrPydqlA0?...
September 5, 2025 at 5:38 AM
I found a few songs and this channel has a few that seem to resonate deep in my core. I've lately wondered why a few I've known for many years have up and left me. Makes me wonder if I'm a bad person? I'm trying to figure things out. I'm still in the process of that.
youtu.be/kQnrPydqlA0?...
youtu.be/kQnrPydqlA0?...
In some regards it's like making a post here, or Twitter or LJ back in the day. I've still had some downs unfortunately, but some good things too like a new job I'm looking forward to.
This song here just hit so hard after re-watching Arcane. Man it just... it's me sadly
youtu.be/r4gSc_IU9z0?...
This song here just hit so hard after re-watching Arcane. Man it just... it's me sadly
youtu.be/r4gSc_IU9z0?...
September 2, 2025 at 12:09 AM
In some regards it's like making a post here, or Twitter or LJ back in the day. I've still had some downs unfortunately, but some good things too like a new job I'm looking forward to.
This song here just hit so hard after re-watching Arcane. Man it just... it's me sadly
youtu.be/r4gSc_IU9z0?...
This song here just hit so hard after re-watching Arcane. Man it just... it's me sadly
youtu.be/r4gSc_IU9z0?...
Weird thing popped up on my feed. Gave a lot of food for thought. Figured share it with others here.
youtu.be/19dyZX9mVC8?...
youtu.be/19dyZX9mVC8?...
August 28, 2025 at 7:19 PM
Weird thing popped up on my feed. Gave a lot of food for thought. Figured share it with others here.
youtu.be/19dyZX9mVC8?...
youtu.be/19dyZX9mVC8?...
I guess this is a slight 'comfort' of sorts... the "STORY" feature that a paid member of Telegram has access too is interesting. It let's you basically do something like here... a lil shout out... doesn't allow comments, but the heart reaction I see is kinds nice, but seeing the numbers and names...
August 28, 2025 at 9:12 AM
I guess this is a slight 'comfort' of sorts... the "STORY" feature that a paid member of Telegram has access too is interesting. It let's you basically do something like here... a lil shout out... doesn't allow comments, but the heart reaction I see is kinds nice, but seeing the numbers and names...
I've had others leave still even now... and it pains me and kills me inside making me constantly bleed out emotionally. I'm shattering.... and not sure how to "fix me" and no cares... just figure leave me and don't wish to try and help as they easily could... but why bother...
August 19, 2025 at 3:57 PM
I've had others leave still even now... and it pains me and kills me inside making me constantly bleed out emotionally. I'm shattering.... and not sure how to "fix me" and no cares... just figure leave me and don't wish to try and help as they easily could... but why bother...
I wish people would realize how much they hurt others. We all talk about mental health awareness and how inclusive this fandom is... but I've seen first hand from quite a few (especially from VRC) caring for a "group" and not someone actually suffering and in pain.
youtu.be/jNFgynmVmx0?...
youtu.be/jNFgynmVmx0?...
August 19, 2025 at 4:18 AM
I wish people would realize how much they hurt others. We all talk about mental health awareness and how inclusive this fandom is... but I've seen first hand from quite a few (especially from VRC) caring for a "group" and not someone actually suffering and in pain.
youtu.be/jNFgynmVmx0?...
youtu.be/jNFgynmVmx0?...
Well... I updated... this one speaks more how I'm feeling. Perhaps you can infer or try to pull the meanings from it. If you wish ask me privately but I'm not gonna go about stating stuff. Said enough already.
August 19, 2025 at 3:06 AM
Well... I updated... this one speaks more how I'm feeling. Perhaps you can infer or try to pull the meanings from it. If you wish ask me privately but I'm not gonna go about stating stuff. Said enough already.
ALL DA TINGS!!! There are also a pair of gauntlets that have 4 potions on each and a belt thing with like 4.... so..... thus is my alt/second guy, but he's so got his potion maker outfit set!!!
August 19, 2025 at 1:51 AM
ALL DA TINGS!!! There are also a pair of gauntlets that have 4 potions on each and a belt thing with like 4.... so..... thus is my alt/second guy, but he's so got his potion maker outfit set!!!
Said I wouldn't losg much. But was getting ready for September LARP. I made a few things...
One of my guys is a master potion crafter. I'm stoked even though he's my alt/secondary character.
One of my guys is a master potion crafter. I'm stoked even though he's my alt/secondary character.
August 19, 2025 at 12:41 AM
Said I wouldn't losg much. But was getting ready for September LARP. I made a few things...
One of my guys is a master potion crafter. I'm stoked even though he's my alt/secondary character.
One of my guys is a master potion crafter. I'm stoked even though he's my alt/secondary character.
I'm not the same as I used to be back in 2011. Things have changed... I'm still me.... but never ever think that you can walk over me... I have a 'red eyed' beast and he will protect me... even though I've been shattered to pieces and trying to fix myself...
youtu.be/Ug_pv5-r1js?...
youtu.be/Ug_pv5-r1js?...
August 17, 2025 at 6:09 AM
I'm not the same as I used to be back in 2011. Things have changed... I'm still me.... but never ever think that you can walk over me... I have a 'red eyed' beast and he will protect me... even though I've been shattered to pieces and trying to fix myself...
youtu.be/Ug_pv5-r1js?...
youtu.be/Ug_pv5-r1js?...
New Updated profile/background images that very much show how I'm feeling inside.... broken.... and shattered.... trying to pick up the pieces.... and people keep leaving me and breaking the 'glass' (ME) even more...
August 17, 2025 at 3:27 AM
New Updated profile/background images that very much show how I'm feeling inside.... broken.... and shattered.... trying to pick up the pieces.... and people keep leaving me and breaking the 'glass' (ME) even more...
Then again guess they all wish I'd done what almost happened in June.... to those in the know.... should I have actually done it then? If this and these people leaving me and all this hurt are other pains I'm having to deal with. I can't take it any more. I'm so hurt and emotionally bleeding out.
August 17, 2025 at 2:48 AM
Then again guess they all wish I'd done what almost happened in June.... to those in the know.... should I have actually done it then? If this and these people leaving me and all this hurt are other pains I'm having to deal with. I can't take it any more. I'm so hurt and emotionally bleeding out.
Did get to suit a lil @ TFF. Working the con I don't get to suit as much, but I still have enjoyed the con.
Appreciate the photografur - Stabil.
Appreciate the photografur - Stabil.
April 13, 2025 at 3:52 PM
Did get to suit a lil @ TFF. Working the con I don't get to suit as much, but I still have enjoyed the con.
Appreciate the photografur - Stabil.
Appreciate the photografur - Stabil.
I'm gonna shut up now... Not like anything will change. I just find myself thinking back sometimes. I wish things had been different, that others would have been helpful and not quick to remove or reject someone or speak behind one's back and listen to the whole story... <........>
February 22, 2025 at 10:10 AM
I'm gonna shut up now... Not like anything will change. I just find myself thinking back sometimes. I wish things had been different, that others would have been helpful and not quick to remove or reject someone or speak behind one's back and listen to the whole story... <........>
Even conversations I had with some and hadn't had any arguments or problems with particular individuals even some I'd just asked say some general questions some months prior... again hadn't had problems with and suddenly there was an exodus of sorts. It just kinda said a lot if you ask me. <.......>
February 22, 2025 at 9:48 AM
Even conversations I had with some and hadn't had any arguments or problems with particular individuals even some I'd just asked say some general questions some months prior... again hadn't had problems with and suddenly there was an exodus of sorts. It just kinda said a lot if you ask me. <.......>
What I got was a lot of people up and disappearing and abandoning. So I'd say the exact opposite on the type of environment I stated earlier. Things didn't get better in quick fashion and people didn't see or didn't care what I may have been doing or seeking help or anything of that nature. <......>
February 22, 2025 at 9:39 AM
What I got was a lot of people up and disappearing and abandoning. So I'd say the exact opposite on the type of environment I stated earlier. Things didn't get better in quick fashion and people didn't see or didn't care what I may have been doing or seeking help or anything of that nature. <......>
I very much did not feel any kind of inclusiveness... no welcoming or supportive environment for someone struggling. Granted... I dislike feeling weak and things of that nature. I don't like talking about things which I'm sure some I know can relate to. <....>
February 22, 2025 at 9:00 AM
I very much did not feel any kind of inclusiveness... no welcoming or supportive environment for someone struggling. Granted... I dislike feeling weak and things of that nature. I don't like talking about things which I'm sure some I know can relate to. <....>
I felt hurt from multiple directions. Sadly didn't channel that well. I know I'm not perfect... no one is. I wish there had been better support, understanding, and compassion . Instead things came off very differently. We preach a lot of acceptance, equality, and things of that nature... <...>
February 22, 2025 at 8:32 AM
I felt hurt from multiple directions. Sadly didn't channel that well. I know I'm not perfect... no one is. I wish there had been better support, understanding, and compassion . Instead things came off very differently. We preach a lot of acceptance, equality, and things of that nature... <...>
I've been in a rut of sorts. Lots of feelings rummaging around from the past year and things... It definitely wasn't the best year one bit from the start and just everything else cascaded in a torrent. I wasn't necessarily my best self... I wish others could've been kinder... <..>
February 22, 2025 at 7:22 AM
I've been in a rut of sorts. Lots of feelings rummaging around from the past year and things... It definitely wasn't the best year one bit from the start and just everything else cascaded in a torrent. I wasn't necessarily my best self... I wish others could've been kinder... <..>
Been in a weird mood for a while. It's hard to describe. I find myself at times wanting to do things like get on VR, but ultimately can't seem to muster up the courage to do so... Been unsure and like I'm alone in a crowd of once familiar faces. Glad I made some new friends and all just... <.>
February 22, 2025 at 7:18 AM
Been in a weird mood for a while. It's hard to describe. I find myself at times wanting to do things like get on VR, but ultimately can't seem to muster up the courage to do so... Been unsure and like I'm alone in a crowd of once familiar faces. Glad I made some new friends and all just... <.>