hilja
@iamhilja.bsky.social
danmei has effectively cured my year-long reading slump let's go
November 9, 2025 at 10:24 AM
danmei has effectively cured my year-long reading slump let's go
when you put 40h+ into a game within the past two weeks just to realise there's a bug that makes it impossible to finish
i am devastated T_T
i am devastated T_T
July 14, 2025 at 7:00 PM
when you put 40h+ into a game within the past two weeks just to realise there's a bug that makes it impossible to finish
i am devastated T_T
i am devastated T_T
i have peaked. someone gifted me a sub because my message made them laugh 😌💅
June 19, 2025 at 7:47 PM
i have peaked. someone gifted me a sub because my message made them laugh 😌💅
my appetite sucks, i've eaten so little these past few days i'm lowkey kinda scared…
June 14, 2025 at 1:55 PM
my appetite sucks, i've eaten so little these past few days i'm lowkey kinda scared…
the struggle of being AFAB and wanting to be feminine in a femboy way, not a girl way…
June 12, 2025 at 1:05 PM
the struggle of being AFAB and wanting to be feminine in a femboy way, not a girl way…
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Happening now!
📅✨This weekend! It's the return of Drawfee Variety Hour! We'll be raising money for Trans Lifeline, June 7th 2pm ET-8 on Twitch!
June 7, 2025 at 6:02 PM
Happening now!
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the 90s are back, baby, and so is Jet Lag
June 4, 2025 at 2:47 PM
the 90s are back, baby, and so is Jet Lag
first time taking my ADHD meds after a couple weeks of not taking them:
i made an impulsive purchase of over 100€ BUT!!!! I also cleared up my workspace and did some video editing on premiere pro for fun, so i count it as a win
i made an impulsive purchase of over 100€ BUT!!!! I also cleared up my workspace and did some video editing on premiere pro for fun, so i count it as a win
May 24, 2025 at 8:47 AM
first time taking my ADHD meds after a couple weeks of not taking them:
i made an impulsive purchase of over 100€ BUT!!!! I also cleared up my workspace and did some video editing on premiere pro for fun, so i count it as a win
i made an impulsive purchase of over 100€ BUT!!!! I also cleared up my workspace and did some video editing on premiere pro for fun, so i count it as a win
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📅✨Mark your calendars for the return of Drawfee Variety Hour! We'll be raising money for Trans Lifeline, June 7th 2pm ET-8 on Twitch!
May 9, 2025 at 6:33 PM
📅✨Mark your calendars for the return of Drawfee Variety Hour! We'll be raising money for Trans Lifeline, June 7th 2pm ET-8 on Twitch!
LET'S FUCKING GOOOOO
My period started just in time that it will pretty much be done by the time I go on vacation😎😎😎
My period started just in time that it will pretty much be done by the time I go on vacation😎😎😎
May 7, 2025 at 9:01 AM
LET'S FUCKING GOOOOO
My period started just in time that it will pretty much be done by the time I go on vacation😎😎😎
My period started just in time that it will pretty much be done by the time I go on vacation😎😎😎
last week i finally downloaded love and deepspace just to see what the hype was about, thinking it wouldn't be for me
but uh oh guys… i might love rafayel. why did nobody tell me there was a playful artist in this game, like bro he's just like me fr. but like 1000% more confident and bratty-
but uh oh guys… i might love rafayel. why did nobody tell me there was a playful artist in this game, like bro he's just like me fr. but like 1000% more confident and bratty-
May 6, 2025 at 11:14 AM
last week i finally downloaded love and deepspace just to see what the hype was about, thinking it wouldn't be for me
but uh oh guys… i might love rafayel. why did nobody tell me there was a playful artist in this game, like bro he's just like me fr. but like 1000% more confident and bratty-
but uh oh guys… i might love rafayel. why did nobody tell me there was a playful artist in this game, like bro he's just like me fr. but like 1000% more confident and bratty-
every time i'm feeling more feminine i have this small crisis of "omg am i lying to myself about being nonbinary" and i always have to remind myself that: hilja, you're genderfluid. sometimes you might feel like your AGAB. you're still nonbinary you overthinking idiot
April 30, 2025 at 7:20 PM
every time i'm feeling more feminine i have this small crisis of "omg am i lying to myself about being nonbinary" and i always have to remind myself that: hilja, you're genderfluid. sometimes you might feel like your AGAB. you're still nonbinary you overthinking idiot
i had the most traumatizing dream bro…
i got married to my dad🤮
then some lazers came in and killed everyone, but it's mainly that marriage part that i'm disturbed about.
i got married to my dad🤮
then some lazers came in and killed everyone, but it's mainly that marriage part that i'm disturbed about.
April 30, 2025 at 11:38 AM
i had the most traumatizing dream bro…
i got married to my dad🤮
then some lazers came in and killed everyone, but it's mainly that marriage part that i'm disturbed about.
i got married to my dad🤮
then some lazers came in and killed everyone, but it's mainly that marriage part that i'm disturbed about.
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what i am hoping is the reaction to this:
April 23, 2025 at 5:06 PM
what i am hoping is the reaction to this:
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New York City baybeeee best city in the world!
April 24, 2025 at 2:29 AM
New York City baybeeee best city in the world!
yesterday was a great day. i saw my best friend in person again, went to see kurtis conner's show, and to top it all off, when i came home i watched jet lag hide and seek across NYC
after a couple of months of being in a low-energy and motivation state i really needed a day like that :,)
after a couple of months of being in a low-energy and motivation state i really needed a day like that :,)
April 24, 2025 at 7:20 AM
yesterday was a great day. i saw my best friend in person again, went to see kurtis conner's show, and to top it all off, when i came home i watched jet lag hide and seek across NYC
after a couple of months of being in a low-energy and motivation state i really needed a day like that :,)
after a couple of months of being in a low-energy and motivation state i really needed a day like that :,)
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jet lag the game season 13 except it’s postcards!
April 18, 2025 at 4:33 PM
jet lag the game season 13 except it’s postcards!
when you've run out of ADHD meds but lack the motivation to go to the pharmacy to buy more… because you're not taking your ADHD medication
send help
(or send meds, lmao)
send help
(or send meds, lmao)
April 15, 2025 at 6:30 PM
when you've run out of ADHD meds but lack the motivation to go to the pharmacy to buy more… because you're not taking your ADHD medication
send help
(or send meds, lmao)
send help
(or send meds, lmao)
i've been playing tons of BANGER (yandere) VNs lately, but the downside is that a lot of them are demos and now i've gotten invested in dozens of unfinished stories ;–;
April 12, 2025 at 4:25 PM
i've been playing tons of BANGER (yandere) VNs lately, but the downside is that a lot of them are demos and now i've gotten invested in dozens of unfinished stories ;–;
oop- guess who's on sick leave from school again because of mental health issues
April 12, 2025 at 4:22 PM
oop- guess who's on sick leave from school again because of mental health issues
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We’re Seoul back 🇰🇷
April 1, 2025 at 10:17 PM
We’re Seoul back 🇰🇷
NEW RHYTHM HEAVEN GAME LET'S GOOOOO!!!
March 27, 2025 at 2:25 PM
NEW RHYTHM HEAVEN GAME LET'S GOOOOO!!!
My god... this month's period is really taking a toll on me...
March 16, 2025 at 6:05 PM
My god... this month's period is really taking a toll on me...
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I hate eye contact, especially with onions and they don’t even have a eyes
March 15, 2025 at 2:36 PM
I hate eye contact, especially with onions and they don’t even have a eyes
i feel like an emotional and stressed out little mess because of hormonal shit, ADHD, and a depressive episode, but hey, at least there's a new jet lag episode in two days?
March 10, 2025 at 7:34 PM
i feel like an emotional and stressed out little mess because of hormonal shit, ADHD, and a depressive episode, but hey, at least there's a new jet lag episode in two days?