much less work in summer and its a blessing but i have to keep busy 24/7 or else its suicidal thoughts hours. helping where i can but it feels bad

aint been to a mini in a while hanging out with street skaters taught me a lot but also i long for a smith or a nice fs 5050. good sweepers too

40 mins past my bedtime fell victim to the scroll

survived a parkour and a skate session after 11 hrs on da bike. got a nosebleed and am mildly sick but even got some tricks in

Reminds me of this eternal Ted Chiang banger-

one could say. about to flow serenely with mama

man i hope its just tightness from overuse and can be solved thru exercising/massage i dont want to deal with all the knee related bullshit

maybe thats just the effects of listening to super stupid by funkadelic. accumulated over the years

i dont know if these people even love anybody no one is allowed joy or ease or rest or self expression

i know the obsession with suffering is a thing everywhere but feels especially prevalent here. we struggled and we had a bad time so you will suffer too and if you dare complain ill never let you hear the end of it

‘oh you dont want kids :( but arent they wonderful?’ says a person who treats their child the way animals - not to mention human beings - should not be treated. no respect, no recognition of their agency, no sympathy towards their struggles. just demanding obedience

working with kids is an endless uphill battle of trying to make them curious abt the world again and teach them to enjoy learning after all this and more has been violently beat out of them by their own families, schools and state

same as it ever was