I've known it from the very start
We're a shot in the darkest dark
The waiting is a sadness
Fading into madness
I said, "I love you"
You say nothin' back
Say, "Don't go"
I would stay forever if you say, "Don't go"
But you won't, but you won't, but you won't

if you wanted me dead
you should've just said
then say they didn't do it to hurt me
but what if they did?
you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me
i'm always drunk on my own tears, isn't that what they all said?

I wanted someone strong who could protect me
I let his anger fester and infect me
His solution is a lie
No one here deserves to die
Except for me and the monster I created