REFUSAL
@i0refuse.bsky.social
I think I'm going to really try this month.
It's going to be excruciating
but i can look at it with a masochistic kind of excitement
My heart beat is so fast.
It's going to be excruciating
but i can look at it with a masochistic kind of excitement
My heart beat is so fast.
December 3, 2025 at 8:30 AM
I think I'm going to really try this month.
It's going to be excruciating
but i can look at it with a masochistic kind of excitement
My heart beat is so fast.
It's going to be excruciating
but i can look at it with a masochistic kind of excitement
My heart beat is so fast.
Very proud of myself for going on a two hour walk instead of hurting myself.
December 3, 2025 at 12:24 AM
Very proud of myself for going on a two hour walk instead of hurting myself.
ms paint sketch of him becuz i appreciate him being there for me
November 25, 2025 at 4:58 AM
ms paint sketch of him becuz i appreciate him being there for me
Momentum Refusal. Momentum.
November 20, 2025 at 12:37 AM
Momentum Refusal. Momentum.
Tom's diner by Britney Spears reminds me of Phizian.
October 27, 2025 at 6:09 AM
Tom's diner by Britney Spears reminds me of Phizian.
And I have to pretend I don't like it.
October 26, 2025 at 6:52 PM
And I have to pretend I don't like it.
This is the closest thing to good.
September 30, 2025 at 12:50 AM
This is the closest thing to good.
cod bless... holy carp...
I feel good
the ghost of their hands on my skin feel so nice
it can kill me to sleep
/e iloveyoumysweet
I feel good
the ghost of their hands on my skin feel so nice
it can kill me to sleep
/e iloveyoumysweet
September 29, 2025 at 5:12 AM
cod bless... holy carp...
I feel good
the ghost of their hands on my skin feel so nice
it can kill me to sleep
/e iloveyoumysweet
I feel good
the ghost of their hands on my skin feel so nice
it can kill me to sleep
/e iloveyoumysweet
do you remember the night we first met? I wanted you dead. hehehe.
September 14, 2025 at 4:44 AM
do you remember the night we first met? I wanted you dead. hehehe.
I have a new appetite.
August 9, 2025 at 9:21 PM
I have a new appetite.
Love my prime minister.
August 4, 2025 at 11:08 PM
Love my prime minister.
Fat men. Bears. Oooouughh. I love my boyfriend.
July 27, 2025 at 6:19 AM
Fat men. Bears. Oooouughh. I love my boyfriend.
This could single handedly get rid of my Marijuana dependence permenantly.
March 31, 2025 at 12:07 AM
This could single handedly get rid of my Marijuana dependence permenantly.
I'm so close to relapsing I'm derealizing and I might hurt myself (You can not use this in court because my lawyer was not present while writing this)
nothing I can't have anything because moderation is overwhelming and over consumption is all I know and I always hurt those close to me because
nothing I can't have anything because moderation is overwhelming and over consumption is all I know and I always hurt those close to me because
March 29, 2025 at 2:55 AM
I'm so close to relapsing I'm derealizing and I might hurt myself (You can not use this in court because my lawyer was not present while writing this)
nothing I can't have anything because moderation is overwhelming and over consumption is all I know and I always hurt those close to me because
nothing I can't have anything because moderation is overwhelming and over consumption is all I know and I always hurt those close to me because
Lovely text conversation with dad. How quirky of him to only speak in emojis when he's tired 💓
March 22, 2025 at 3:10 AM
Lovely text conversation with dad. How quirky of him to only speak in emojis when he's tired 💓
I wanted to do weed again.. So I masturbated instead (harm reduction) and I'm still getting weed urges because I am beginning to feel a soul crushing emptiness per usual.
March 21, 2025 at 2:17 AM
I wanted to do weed again.. So I masturbated instead (harm reduction) and I'm still getting weed urges because I am beginning to feel a soul crushing emptiness per usual.
That concludes my nightly crash out. Send me good dreams. Or don't. I doubt It'll make things any easier for me either way.
March 17, 2025 at 6:21 AM
That concludes my nightly crash out. Send me good dreams. Or don't. I doubt It'll make things any easier for me either way.