Yeah, that honestly was the case for me a lot. Have a big spat, break it off, give it a few months and patch it up. It became a repeating cycle that it really wore me down mentally.

Sorry you went through that, but happy to know you ended up with better folk to be with at the end. Hang in there ❤️

But yeah, been a lot better these days. Getting more involved in other interests, having more control these days with what I want to do, and hanging out with folk that help me be more at ease.

The guard still comes up every now and again, but it's been slowly popping up less and less with time.

It sucked early on, having them pop up randomly in thought first few weeks after. Didn't help that they were moots with a few other folks I'm also friends with. The curse of online social circles, but it's just one of those things to move on from and not let it get you down.

Still was for the best

With friends like you around encouraging that, might just end up being my default mode, hehehe

Can try to hold it off, but you cannot stop what is inevitable

When the udder's empty, the head's empty~

When the udder's full...well, the head's still empty but there's a whole lotta sloshing to help distract that!

Good!

I know, right? 💕