i wish it was possible for me to be completely alone forever

one day it will start getting better but for now i'm just a ball of rage and hate and resentment and i wish i at least had the guts to blow up and ruin all of it

over and over again this pattern pops up in 95% of my relationships and i just take it and take it and take it while i slowly lose my mind and lose myself

also they just told me the reason why i lost so many socks in the dryer when i was at uni????????

"see but for me...this is how i see it...because yes you're correct but also i liked this" okay. i didn't ask but thanks for telling me i guess 😭