not everyone can get over someone they know killing themselves, it can stick with them forever sometimes, and even if you think your a disappointment, the fact that someone out there still cares about you should be more than enough to not end it

i may not care about them, but what about you? im sure at least someone out there cares for you, and if not, then im sure that you can find someone out there that does

that won't make it any better, it doesn't matter if it effects me or not, its about you, your more than just a blip on the map

alright, just please stay safe.

please dont kill yourself man