I'm missing out on key important things in life not even talking about my love life

I would rather be alone have good friends that get me then be with the girl of my dreams

I'm lucky in life in some things but this.. this is my weakness

Forever lonely in a world that I don't feel like I belong

I'm lucky I have a good relationship with both of my parents I have a strong foundation and not to mention I've been in my work for 3 years I can't take that for granted.. but..

Having no one my age to talk to get along with.. Ive never been to a wedding from a friend point of view..

Sad world we're we want certain people in our lives that don't want to be apart of ours and people want in ours but we don't want them

Humans can truly make you feel like ending it and the best and discussed

The strongest feelings involve others just wish I had good feelings right now

I know if I pushed myself hard I could probably get what I want maybe even need to be satisfied but that comes at the cost of my social battery my idk even more then that

Pretending to be more extroverted than you really are is a different type of pain

How much pain is worth a friendship

Being dyslexia and having high functioning autism I am naturally heavily disadvantaged texting..

I've trained for years unintentionally unintentionally talking online with other people but still talking here to random people is different to well ye

I wasn't super popular in school but I wasn't unpopular either I got along with 15 or so people that night

It's just so hard to idk hang out with people once you leave school

School was a reason to see these people each day a common place to be

Don't have that anymore

I don't think my photos are that good honestly

Time of day do be everything as this be worse

The world itself that's beautiful at that time of day

I'm seeing friends in my 20s go through the mental struggle I did when I was 12.. not saying "I'm better because I've already been through this"

No.. I wasn't fed an illusion in school I was quickly faced with reality in a young age it's sad seeing people join me in understanding how unfair life is