Yeah, life is a bitch sometimes.

I also know some day someone will probably do the same for me - randomly think about me and find out I'm gone and wish they'd talked more or something. What a mess.

Basically. For what it's worth I've watched your art for ages and think it's rad, I hope things get better for you. I get in the "waiting to be approached" rut plenty. I have been trying to remind myself a world of everyone waiting for others doesn't go anywhere and sometimes it's as easy as "Sup"