Thanks for the kind words

Thank you

Thank you so much, Julia! Hope you are doing well as well.

It would be tough, but I believe as long as I am not sick, I can still work till I die, I guess. But now I need time to heal and appreciate people support.

It has been quite a depressing and stressful experience for me. I am currently trying to slow things down, learn to be healthy, and stay in the present moment.

I purchased lots of art books from industry and some novels in the past, I realized I really didn't need some of them and wasted money on things I don't really enjoy in the first place. Organizing books, makes me understand more about books I like rather than collecting them.

I don't know how long will take to me to get better, but I am trying every day so I can survive in this world.

While watching parents aging, I realize it is not easy to let go of all the hate, but I realize without them I would have never gotten the chance in the first place.

All I can do now is learn to take care of myself first so I have more positive energy to give back to my family. It is the hardest journey because struggling is real.

Now, I saw how much they were struggling, and they never got the chance to grow past their own shadow, which is hurting me because if I stay, it will destroy me; if I leave them completely, I will feel huge shame and guilt.