I've learned that no one actually wants me for me, they want what I could do for them! That's all I am...a tool to make others feel better. A tradegy but the truth. A shame it took me nearly my entire life to figure that out.

I remembered not being able to breathe. His hands tightened around my neck and through my spotty vision I saw the fury in his green eyes. It terrified me. I wanted to cry. I wanted to curl up on myself. I wanted him to stop and hold me and apologize. I just want an apology.