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howlish.bsky.social
femblem enjoyer 1999
@howlish.bsky.social
howl, he/him, 32, howlish or howliish on everything 🔞 on occasion

ffxiv spoilers based on my friend's progress (post-endwalker rn) but also arcadion + most npc appearances... speen...
thankoana :)
November 13, 2025 at 3:41 PM
thancred and sechen talk just before dawntrail 🥰
November 10, 2025 at 11:32 PM
found some old sechen bits :) starting with an uncomfortable talk with y'shtola post-endwalker. they had crazy beef, but i think it's mostly buried by 7.3 lol. bc sechen is.. doing what y'shtola wants again incidentally orz
November 10, 2025 at 10:32 PM
blank by cheese_lorenzo on twitter
November 10, 2025 at 12:34 AM
was going through my twitter and found these from a fun meme (blank in reply)

the 100th encounter is just post-endwalker (regular endwalker for zenos)
November 10, 2025 at 12:34 AM
🧡💛 CLAUDEVAIN ZINE TIME !! 🦊🦌

are those wedding bells i hear, or just the rapidly approaching sound of felix fretting? i've written a wedding prep fic for the Honey & Spice zine, which is available for pre-order now!

pre-order: claudevainfz.bigcartel.com
zine: @claudevainfz.bsky.social
November 4, 2025 at 2:03 PM
the fact i missed this concept art is wild. he's beautiful
October 27, 2025 at 3:06 AM
fit checks. i also have a green jumpsuit outfit i forgot to take a pic of
October 18, 2025 at 12:21 PM
my legenza trainer 5 minutes after i unlocked proper customization (and then immediately had to go to work)

i will not post any story or mega spoilers xo
October 16, 2025 at 7:52 PM
8. philosophical discussions! whatever floats through their head. and also, paradoxically to the question, they show their affection and comfort through silence. they can go days at a time without a word and be comfortable.
October 12, 2025 at 5:54 PM
7. fight,

outside of regular fights, they Exist near each other. sechen teaches zenos to sew, specifically to sew up each other's wounds. sechen initiates non-violent touch, lays next to zenos at night, sits next to him, etc. zenos explores his curiosity, and "protects" sechen when he's tired.
October 12, 2025 at 5:51 PM
6. like so much in common. same brain. their reality rests atop a very fragile base that requires constant contest and for it to be meaningful contest. they are the best of the best and it's terrible for them. etc etc.

less obviously, sechen would say that they are both... soft. gentle. (cont.)
October 12, 2025 at 4:22 PM
4. i have a whole playlist or two but the fun answer is "animal skin" by bryan dunn (most of the others are depressing) (also footfalls ngl)

open.spotify.com/track/1tdtmY...

5. teaching each other, at different times, that they were not unbeatable.
October 12, 2025 at 4:01 PM
3. i created sechen w the intent of shipping with estinien without being ishgardian or a dragoon. but i accidentally made a man so mentally ill that he understood zenos perfectly by 5.3 and wanted nothing more than to express that. they have the same disease!
October 12, 2025 at 3:47 PM
1. zenochen for zenos viator galvus and sechen buduga. i keep it simple i appreciate a name/name

2.
z->s: far more dramatic epithets like "my mirror" which sechen loves. so #deep. keeps him thinking.
s->z: no lol. sometimes he'll describe zenos in equal terms to strangers tho
October 12, 2025 at 3:26 PM
zenochen time once i finish serving lunch. i'll just do them all or until i cringe to death
October 12, 2025 at 3:14 PM
finished!! i liked it, a lot of harrowing descriptions. a little too quick to brush over the racial implications in a survival situation. but a lot of it is just like "fuuuck that's bad luck lol" and it's interesting to consider how noble everyone is described being with so few accounts to go by.
October 5, 2025 at 4:13 AM
DEATH TO CHRONOS!!!
October 3, 2025 at 5:27 PM
trying to read/"read" more. starting w in the heart of the sea, a book about the original shipwreck that inspired moby dick. listening while i play hades 2. i like it, the details feel real
October 3, 2025 at 5:12 AM
6th day of quarantine, 100%'d pretty sweet healing guardian on steam, AMA
September 27, 2025 at 7:45 PM
pretty funny first post-launch announcement honestly. very "play other games" of you shadows
September 27, 2025 at 2:30 AM
what if I told you there were lesbians
September 25, 2025 at 7:28 AM
the il mheg dress is on sale but the shipping and separate duties nearly doubles the cost and makes it as expensive as if it wasn't on sale. which makes is much harder to justify a little splurge.
September 19, 2025 at 1:26 PM
pause from fire emblem to look at my newest bg3 character his name is juliet
September 12, 2025 at 5:08 PM
please be a man. for me.
September 12, 2025 at 5:06 PM