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~~ a dumb degen hoe diary ~~
~~ a dumb degen hoe diary ~~
October thru December are practically either cursed months for me. Or GREAT. There is no in between for my love life.
Partner of 9 years met in October. All other partners in the last 3 years only lasted Oct-Dec
Partner of 9 years met in October. All other partners in the last 3 years only lasted Oct-Dec
December 21, 2025 at 10:56 AM
October thru December are practically either cursed months for me. Or GREAT. There is no in between for my love life.
Partner of 9 years met in October. All other partners in the last 3 years only lasted Oct-Dec
Partner of 9 years met in October. All other partners in the last 3 years only lasted Oct-Dec
I went on a trip to see him. It’s been 3 days and I feel like I’m in a DB situation all over again……sigh
November 22, 2025 at 5:49 PM
I went on a trip to see him. It’s been 3 days and I feel like I’m in a DB situation all over again……sigh
I still find the coincidences so bizarre. Every time I pick up a book, I have phases of constant reading to nonexistent, the book tends to somehow tie the story to the person I’m seeing at the time.
- the ML nicknames the FL “pretty girl”. No other book did this & my date has only ever done it too
- the ML nicknames the FL “pretty girl”. No other book did this & my date has only ever done it too
November 7, 2025 at 9:06 AM
I still find the coincidences so bizarre. Every time I pick up a book, I have phases of constant reading to nonexistent, the book tends to somehow tie the story to the person I’m seeing at the time.
- the ML nicknames the FL “pretty girl”. No other book did this & my date has only ever done it too
- the ML nicknames the FL “pretty girl”. No other book did this & my date has only ever done it too
I like that he picked up on how quiet I got even though we were watching something. That was really sweet. Ik I would have said something eventually, regardless
October 31, 2025 at 6:44 AM
I like that he picked up on how quiet I got even though we were watching something. That was really sweet. Ik I would have said something eventually, regardless
I know I can’t change someone. It has to be their will. However, why choose to be miserable, upset, and angry 24/7? I don’t understand it… If I try to help at all, he says I’m trying to change who he is…
October 25, 2025 at 1:53 AM
I know I can’t change someone. It has to be their will. However, why choose to be miserable, upset, and angry 24/7? I don’t understand it… If I try to help at all, he says I’m trying to change who he is…
Thankfully, he’s not unreasonable and just told me to calm down, that I’m running before even trying to walk. Good good. Hormones are going off🤧
October 17, 2025 at 8:19 PM
Thankfully, he’s not unreasonable and just told me to calm down, that I’m running before even trying to walk. Good good. Hormones are going off🤧
I told him I’d stop being poly for him. But having to spell it out properly, it’s so hard to actually agree that that’s what I said….
October 17, 2025 at 6:46 PM
I told him I’d stop being poly for him. But having to spell it out properly, it’s so hard to actually agree that that’s what I said….
Wow period brain screwed me
October 17, 2025 at 6:45 PM
Wow period brain screwed me
It’s been only 15 days…. I should know better but NRE is hitting hard all of a sudden…
October 17, 2025 at 8:46 AM
It’s been only 15 days…. I should know better but NRE is hitting hard all of a sudden…
I want a relationship with him.. even if it costs a lot… that’s scary though
October 17, 2025 at 8:42 AM
I want a relationship with him.. even if it costs a lot… that’s scary though
I’m gonna break the 3 month rule and go fly to his house, hopefully soon. Fuuck, I can’t wait!
October 16, 2025 at 8:54 AM
I’m gonna break the 3 month rule and go fly to his house, hopefully soon. Fuuck, I can’t wait!
Oh shit it’s only been 5 months. Oops. I thought it was longer😅
October 16, 2025 at 8:53 AM
Oh shit it’s only been 5 months. Oops. I thought it was longer😅
I swear, wtf is up with younger guys,but still in their 20s, just deleting or blocking their profile without warning MID CONVERSATION. Is it a post nut situation? Like oh my god. I don’t like talking to younger generally but this is the second time it’s happened
April 27, 2025 at 3:39 AM
I swear, wtf is up with younger guys,but still in their 20s, just deleting or blocking their profile without warning MID CONVERSATION. Is it a post nut situation? Like oh my god. I don’t like talking to younger generally but this is the second time it’s happened
I sometimes forget how shy I get when someone is flirting. I’m a flight risk lmao
April 26, 2025 at 5:26 AM
I sometimes forget how shy I get when someone is flirting. I’m a flight risk lmao
Pure app is not what I thought. I wanted to flirt without knowing I guess, but oh well.
April 26, 2025 at 3:31 AM
Pure app is not what I thought. I wanted to flirt without knowing I guess, but oh well.
Gotta vent~ oops~ him smoking 247 especially on his weekends still bother me. It’s hard to hold my emotions back but Ik it’s the only thing he enjoys and he deserves something for working so hard.
March 31, 2025 at 1:42 AM
Gotta vent~ oops~ him smoking 247 especially on his weekends still bother me. It’s hard to hold my emotions back but Ik it’s the only thing he enjoys and he deserves something for working so hard.
The argument that females cheating is worse than males cheating IS BONKERS.
March 15, 2025 at 6:18 AM
The argument that females cheating is worse than males cheating IS BONKERS.
I’m getting needy again.. It’s interesting that music or the internet can get me “wanting” me so easily. I’m wanting more sexually rn.
March 9, 2025 at 4:36 AM
I’m getting needy again.. It’s interesting that music or the internet can get me “wanting” me so easily. I’m wanting more sexually rn.
I think he is trying to add me on SC. I don’t got a text notification of someone with the same real name adding me. How dumb🙃
March 1, 2025 at 11:29 PM
I think he is trying to add me on SC. I don’t got a text notification of someone with the same real name adding me. How dumb🙃
I stopped listening to depressing/cheating songs and I believe me nesting relationship has gotten better. Which is very nice ngl
February 21, 2025 at 9:31 AM
I stopped listening to depressing/cheating songs and I believe me nesting relationship has gotten better. Which is very nice ngl
I lost interest in connecting with anyone after that situationship. I couldn’t even try. Issue being I do still think of him; granted it doesn’t help that he refound me on a new account and messaged me THEN FUCKING BLOCKED ME IMMEDIATELY AFTER. Like wtf. Don’t message me if you’re just gonna block..
February 21, 2025 at 9:30 AM
I lost interest in connecting with anyone after that situationship. I couldn’t even try. Issue being I do still think of him; granted it doesn’t help that he refound me on a new account and messaged me THEN FUCKING BLOCKED ME IMMEDIATELY AFTER. Like wtf. Don’t message me if you’re just gonna block..
Fuck man… being told someone is moving to TN when that’s where my ex-situationship lives, makes me too happy cause now I have a reason to be “closer to him, even though it’s an ex… He has too much of my brain still…
January 12, 2025 at 10:09 PM
Fuck man… being told someone is moving to TN when that’s where my ex-situationship lives, makes me too happy cause now I have a reason to be “closer to him, even though it’s an ex… He has too much of my brain still…
Todays the first day inna bit that I have motivation. I wonder if it’s the green tea.. idk what else it’d be, I wanted to sleep in today but decided against it last minute
January 11, 2025 at 12:14 AM
Todays the first day inna bit that I have motivation. I wonder if it’s the green tea.. idk what else it’d be, I wanted to sleep in today but decided against it last minute
Apparently worrying about my partner makes my partner overthink and “is bad to do”.. This weekend I’m mentioning therapy to him.. One more “I don’t know what to do anymore”.. It’s going to be another lonely weekend the minute I fucking mention it… *sigh*
January 11, 2025 at 12:14 AM
Apparently worrying about my partner makes my partner overthink and “is bad to do”.. This weekend I’m mentioning therapy to him.. One more “I don’t know what to do anymore”.. It’s going to be another lonely weekend the minute I fucking mention it… *sigh*
A bit better from all that. First time gaming together was cute, was about 7 hours too. I crashed
January 7, 2025 at 7:09 PM
A bit better from all that. First time gaming together was cute, was about 7 hours too. I crashed