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Sitting up, I pulled my hair over the top of my head, it was time…. Another morning had come, another night without sleep. Another day filled with opportunities to show -
Sitting up, I pulled my hair over the top of my head, it was time…. Another morning had come, another night without sleep. Another day filled with opportunities to show -
𝙵𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝙴𝚖𝚋𝚛𝚢: [𝙷𝚒]
My fingers hovered over the keypad, -
𝙵𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝙴𝚖𝚋𝚛𝚢: [𝙷𝚒]
My fingers hovered over the keypad, -
But…
We… had to act… Not lie… But… Not show this world the truth behind the mask.
These thoughts moved-
But…
We… had to act… Not lie… But… Not show this world the truth behind the mask.
These thoughts moved-
But now we’d been apart for longer than we had been together, he’d healed. Moved forward. Grown walls. That new tattoo I’d seen -
But now we’d been apart for longer than we had been together, he’d healed. Moved forward. Grown walls. That new tattoo I’d seen -
‘𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵. 𝘖𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴. 𝘐𝘵’𝘴 𝘢 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘕𝘢𝘯𝘢. 𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳.’ But I was -
‘𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵. 𝘖𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴. 𝘐𝘵’𝘴 𝘢 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘕𝘢𝘯𝘢. 𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳.’ But I was -
Acting as thousands of thoughts were lost to me now, because I’d locked that side of myself away. And no-one was any wiser.
Turning on my side, my eyes found the outline of the Gibson. -
Acting as thousands of thoughts were lost to me now, because I’d locked that side of myself away. And no-one was any wiser.
Turning on my side, my eyes found the outline of the Gibson. -
But I had nothing to give as I spent it all in the day when I was surrounded by so many people, and yet once again I found myself alone in my mind and heart.
Meals at my Ma’s were spent listening to how she was -
But I had nothing to give as I spent it all in the day when I was surrounded by so many people, and yet once again I found myself alone in my mind and heart.
Meals at my Ma’s were spent listening to how she was -
I wasn’t willing to fail again, so I’d learnt new tricks to keep my mask in place. That was until it was time for me to come home again… -
I wasn’t willing to fail again, so I’d learnt new tricks to keep my mask in place. That was until it was time for me to come home again… -
The world thought I’d moved on, they saw the Leah that made them feel happier with their life. The woman they were used to. And that is exactly what I gave them. The only difference… It killed a part of my soul each day. -
The world thought I’d moved on, they saw the Leah that made them feel happier with their life. The woman they were used to. And that is exactly what I gave them. The only difference… It killed a part of my soul each day. -
7. 𝘔𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮.
𝘏. 𝘛𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱.
I hadn’t slept a full night ever since he left. Walking with the spirits had turned darker due to the unwillingness I had, to open myself up to them. I wanted to hide the pain, the anger, the guilt of my -
7. 𝘔𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮.
𝘏. 𝘛𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱.
I hadn’t slept a full night ever since he left. Walking with the spirits had turned darker due to the unwillingness I had, to open myself up to them. I wanted to hide the pain, the anger, the guilt of my -
1. 𝘜𝘯𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘳.
𝘉. 𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘴.
3. 𝘛𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘰𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴.
𝘋. 𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳.
5. 𝘔𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘢𝘵.
𝘍. 𝘌𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘬 (𝘙𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦. 𝘖𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘴)
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1. 𝘜𝘯𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘳.
𝘉. 𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘴.
3. 𝘛𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘰𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴.
𝘋. 𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳.
5. 𝘔𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘢𝘵.
𝘍. 𝘌𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘬 (𝘙𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦. 𝘖𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘴)
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My movements were soulless. I did it all without considering my actions. It was the safest of paths -
My movements were soulless. I did it all without considering my actions. It was the safest of paths -
Sometimes it felt better to allow my body to work on autopilot, by disengaging my brain, letting her sleep where the memories blared their existence, so that we could make it another day… week… month… Because how else would it be possible?
After my runs, my routine had -
Sometimes it felt better to allow my body to work on autopilot, by disengaging my brain, letting her sleep where the memories blared their existence, so that we could make it another day… week… month… Because how else would it be possible?
After my runs, my routine had -
I will be whatever you need me to be. I will not hesitate to be what is needed of me.”
Promises she needed to hear, just so that she could hear me clearly.
I will be whatever you need me to be. I will not hesitate to be what is needed of me.”
Promises she needed to hear, just so that she could hear me clearly.
“I will carry the weight , you are so fearful to let go.” I told her as I guided her paws away from where we stood. “I will be our strength until you -
“I will carry the weight , you are so fearful to let go.” I told her as I guided her paws away from where we stood. “I will be our strength until you -
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We were alone. Just the two of us, well and the spirits who watched over us tonight too. But they knew what this ground had been a witness to. The land here spoke a different language to ours, and yet in It’s own way it spoke to me in an indirect manner. -
We were alone. Just the two of us, well and the spirits who watched over us tonight too. But they knew what this ground had been a witness to. The land here spoke a different language to ours, and yet in It’s own way it spoke to me in an indirect manner. -
The Cullen’s had forests deep and dark, -
The Cullen’s had forests deep and dark, -