Not to sound like an incel but I fear i won't get into a relationship with someone cause im not that attractive and I don't know how to meet people, and I fear that if I try to talk I'll come off as weird, plus I won't be able to transition for a while, so it feels like I'm "lying" to them

I have a lot of afab friends that want to be more masc leaning, and almost all of my amazing friends are cis, so the bad thing is that I as a transfem want to be more feminine but I'm surrounded by "i wish I looked more like a guy" and it lowkey- not "upsets" me but yk

Since like, 2020 i knew some shit like this would happen, and, its at a point where things have to get worse before they can get better because people won't fucking listen when we say people are gonna die if these people get in power, so the only way to show them is for it to happen

Living in America right now is sitting at a table with two guys who are cooked out of there minds and pointing loaded guns at you while there arguing with each other

I'm not sure why, but I just always have this sense of feeling like I'm replaceable all the time, like, I feel like i have to provide something so people will choose to stay around me

Which like, probably isn't the case, but I keep seeing things that just barely support that feeling 🤙

Wussup, this is just gonna be me bitching and moaning to the void, so don't expect much, actual accout: @hotdogtoolbox.bsky.social