Trying not to scream about the things I’m frustrated and scared about so I’m trying to make unrelated posts instead but ummmm maybe i am not going to make it

yesss berried 4

Ok really it’s that my ceramics teacher misgendered me the first day of class when last class she was chill. I actually think that’s what is keeping me from going back lmfao

I want to go if I’m the only one there and nobody talks to me and I can throw a 100lb ball of clay into a giant vase I can also live in. Is that too much to ask

Like yes it’s also that the past two Sundays I’ve done things before and felt kind of social-ed out for lack of a better word. But also I do want to go. But I don’t want to

it is your god given right to hit your head on something at work and then spend the rest of your shift doing first aid. putting on a bandaid and antiseptic takes 30 minutes at a minimum

i have had this screenshot of this dude from the rotmg lobby for like 6+ years and all im saying is america would be a LOT different if we knew where this guy was…..

my recent sort of vibe has been posting kinda deeply personal things on bluesky during the workday, and I’m not sure if it’s the Right way to cope but it is certainly doing something, which is being a lil funny 🙏‼️🙂 ily !!!

but no actually there are so many examples of me freaking out overcome with overwhelming anxiety as a kid and like. Why did not a single person say anything about it instead I was just like……. made fun of lol. all boy family swag maybe

recent fun game at work is think about everything you’ve ever done and what you haven’t done and what you could have done but couldn’t or didn’t, it’s really fun and everyone should play it all the time forever

This thing that is definitely happening to everyone and not just me

what im saying is this can have a little personality . i miss tumblr themes and my Instagram is so.. sterilized IDK I kind of miss having fun on the internet

(<- does not want to be in the vice grip of posting because it sucks shit forever actually)