Most of brat didnt hit for me tbh bc ive always had to be myself or id break out in hives

I dont think ill ever be emotionally prepared to unpack my high school spam account

But it adds ANOTHER LAYER of sentimentality. And im super sentimental. Im having a hard time letting go of clothes i havent worn in years, or at all. even though the clothes cant feel me back i still feel like i owe them more respect…but someone else will appreciate them. Its fine. Its ok

Books less. I dont know why i dont like writing in them. Theyre literally my books and its like personalization. Google docs arent forever. But it does help me retain information. Ultimately i will try to annotate in the margins of my books from now on. Then i can scan them perhaps.

And i shouldnt waste my good cognitive years constantly reading posts i dont like. Like one of my resolutions this year is to READ MORE for pleasure. Like oh haha masters student who doesnt read much for pleasure but its true unfortunately. Anyway i think this year i want to fear taking notes in my

It just makes me sad. Which is why i think i need to stray away a lot from social media. I was talking to a very kind poet about this, about how its annoying interacting with not just social media but even tv/movies/music because the words are said without care. I read what people say actually

I also dont like being mad at others. Cuz you know how the people you love will inevitably disappoint you? Well i feel disappointed in myself and others when we continue to engage with stuff that upsets us. But im also a sensitive person and sometimes i see peoples opinions on certain things and

I dont need to see another tweet sympathizing with these gen z dumbasses for voting for mcdonalds hitler. THEYVE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THIS. because their dads are like this. And their grandpas and uncles and friends etc etc. like people need to stop acting like this shit is new its notttt