BUT. That does mean I get to focus more on furry cons now! Which is what I wanted to do.!

The group hasn’t been the same since then. Ngl I really love them but my furry friends has been pretty constant and been a part of my life that it sucks my normie friend group kinda fell apart because of him.

And don’t get me wrong going the cons over there with my normie friends has been great, but like… honestly… idk I can deal with it if he’s there.

Like I love my other NYC friends, but he’s the biggest problem I had to deal with. Like dude please. I gave him so many chances, dude just ignored all of our warnings. I’m only active with him if it’s for someone wanting to game or play DND but that’s about it.

I know they love me including my family but I have been paranoid for so long that it kinda cripples me a bit. It sucks esp if I get into a short depressive episode I just tend to nap, sometimes it helps

Like for example if I’m doing what I’m supposed to do by reaching out to friends, are the gifts good enough for them, do they like me, etc.

Speaking of self-doubt. I struggled horrifically for the past half year. From losing my job I was with for 4 years to trying to do phones to crisis to now doing work in RL that I have never really done before.
And I always best myself up a lot when it comes to stuff hhhhh.

Ya I was gonna say don’t ruin your crochet!

@imlexicon.com (Pls I’m still thinking about ur awesome spotted cows man)

Y’all are wild and I love u guys

And we watched family guy, the best moment ever :3c

But he takes it so far it gets really fucking annoying. He puts people down sometimes and it got so bad I just kinda don’t talk much in the server as I used too.