I felt as though he was getting there when he did Deucifer with Memphis’ opera. Shit gave me chills to listen to for the first time. open.spotify.com/track/3imOEn...

One of my favorite rappers, and I love when Memphis rappers tap into the spiritual aspects of themselves. That land is heavy feeling for a reason.

And emotions can fix it, with a little time, dedication, and affirmations.

Intrapersonally, have you been taking from one aspect of your life to feed another? Is it truly worth it in the short and long term? Are you neglecting to feed certain strengths and capabilities by believing they will always be there for you, and hyperfocusing on weaknesses that will soon pass?

You’ve been participating in this cycle on an intrapersonal level. Where do you demand perfection from others while seeking to be understood with all your nuances? And where have you been providing more nuance than someone who is committed to misunderstanding you deserves?

Adding:

6:16 in LA lyrics, Ochosi card from the Vodou tarot deck, quote from Zora Neale Hurston, Use Your Heart by SWV lyrics. Same energy to me.

Don’t misread that for giving up or weakness though. I think I just have to find a way to let my aspirations shape themselves around my pain. The way I’ve transmuted this energy so far has been great, but the world is so so so heavy. Been wearing white and taking my baths too.

Kendrick saying he discovers himself when he falls short in 6:16 in LA has been coming to mind. Because I don’t see myself falling short when it comes to my aspirations, but my mindset around them is where I’m faltering (driven by this current administration). I’m just in a state of acceptance.