May I ask what happened to sun? where are they? and i really really hope you feel better rose, i really hope you do. I'm not gonna send some useless hug emoji, I want to make sure you're ok before I am. I'll put you over anyone if I had to.

IM at my point, i miss everybody. my life was so good, and now i feel nothing. i feel like doing SH but i can't find anything nor bring myself to do it. I want to leave. My mental state isn't doing good. i miss you T. I miss you so fucking much. please hst talk to me again..

noli

it makes me hate myself for everything. and ofc once i spend money "oughhhggg im gonna crack this character instead,,,, duururrrrr" fucking dipshit IM TRYING SO HARD TO GET THAT SAME ATTENTION AND YOU DON'T EVEN NOTICE ME. god.

Why can't i just be like them. So he can finally notice me for once.

Cause i literally exist like HELLO???

I'm just probably having jealousy issues again, but this has been going on for months and im so fucking tired of seeing it.