lancer.
@holymaiden.bsky.social
a heart is a heavy burden.
✎ frey. 🔞
✎ frey. 🔞
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The fact you still accept me as I am is all I could ask.
I...am not as powerful as I once was, but I will do my best as always.
[ she can tell it's bothering him. her chest tightens as the guilt bubbles back up, and all she can do is try to keep smiling. ]
I...am not as powerful as I once was, but I will do my best as always.
[ she can tell it's bothering him. her chest tightens as the guilt bubbles back up, and all she can do is try to keep smiling. ]
Yeah... Yeah I can see that's the case. You recognize me and I can strongly feel the pull we share.
Maybe that's the extent of what matters here.
[But that was a lie, and he knew as much. He'd just force the feeling down for the time being.]
Maybe that's the extent of what matters here.
[But that was a lie, and he knew as much. He'd just force the feeling down for the time being.]
[ a sad smile. ]
It won't do you any good, Maître. But rest assured, I'm still myself, despite my new appearance.
It won't do you any good, Maître. But rest assured, I'm still myself, despite my new appearance.
February 9, 2026 at 12:54 PM
The fact you still accept me as I am is all I could ask.
I...am not as powerful as I once was, but I will do my best as always.
[ she can tell it's bothering him. her chest tightens as the guilt bubbles back up, and all she can do is try to keep smiling. ]
I...am not as powerful as I once was, but I will do my best as always.
[ she can tell it's bothering him. her chest tightens as the guilt bubbles back up, and all she can do is try to keep smiling. ]
[ a sad smile. ]
It won't do you any good, Maître. But rest assured, I'm still myself, despite my new appearance.
It won't do you any good, Maître. But rest assured, I'm still myself, despite my new appearance.
You're back and that's mostly what matters over everything else.
. . . You say that but, it's kind hard not to.
. . . You say that but, it's kind hard not to.
oui. so sorry our reunion is under less than ideal circumstances.
.... please, don't worry about me.
.... please, don't worry about me.
February 9, 2026 at 7:55 AM
[ a sad smile. ]
It won't do you any good, Maître. But rest assured, I'm still myself, despite my new appearance.
It won't do you any good, Maître. But rest assured, I'm still myself, despite my new appearance.
oui. so sorry our reunion is under less than ideal circumstances.
.... please, don't worry about me.
.... please, don't worry about me.
...Right, yeah, of course. Take your time with it then. You're probably tired after only just getting back.
[That's how this works, right?]
[That's how this works, right?]
ah, well... it's a bit of a long story.
....désolé, Maître. I don't wish to think about it right now.
....désolé, Maître. I don't wish to think about it right now.
February 9, 2026 at 6:55 AM
oui. so sorry our reunion is under less than ideal circumstances.
.... please, don't worry about me.
.... please, don't worry about me.
( I'm surprised... she's quite giddy about my return. I would have assumed the opposite. )
February 9, 2026 at 6:29 AM
( I'm surprised... she's quite giddy about my return. I would have assumed the opposite. )
/ im fake and haven't started samrem yet but i really wanted to write someone more subdued personality wise. I say this but lancer jeanne is regular jeanne with depression. She just won't be doing bake sales and is probably less oblivious. You know. Because of the horrors
February 9, 2026 at 6:22 AM
/ im fake and haven't started samrem yet but i really wanted to write someone more subdued personality wise. I say this but lancer jeanne is regular jeanne with depression. She just won't be doing bake sales and is probably less oblivious. You know. Because of the horrors
ah, well... it's a bit of a long story.
....désolé, Maître. I don't wish to think about it right now.
....désolé, Maître. I don't wish to think about it right now.
𝘙𝘶𝘭𝘦𝘳?
You took your time getting here, I'll give you that.
But... what happened? You look a little washed out.
You took your time getting here, I'll give you that.
But... what happened? You look a little washed out.
I've been... preoccupied.
February 9, 2026 at 6:18 AM
ah, well... it's a bit of a long story.
....désolé, Maître. I don't wish to think about it right now.
....désolé, Maître. I don't wish to think about it right now.
I've been... preoccupied.
February 9, 2026 at 12:55 AM
I've been... preoccupied.
『 i'll adore you， as a drowned person does the sea. 』
February 9, 2026 at 12:48 AM
『 i'll adore you， as a drowned person does the sea. 』