of course beloved 🫂🫶 rooting for you always!! i’m happy my period of insomnia did its thing for once sbfndjnf.

>> so much more rewarding to me to have a close knit group of folks who are just as passionate about clemencia as i am. that feeds me way more than being in gpose/rp spaces in xiv ever did (though i am still grateful they gave me a place to start).

for what it’s worth, i love seeing everything you’ve been putting into niranjana, letari and tethys as a whole lately. you’ve been having a mini renaissance and genuinely it is so fucking cool and heartening to see! it took me time to stabilize with my own work emotionally too, but it’s >>

>> recognize that they do that. how cruel it is and that others notice even if they don’t. i don’t regret migrating fully away from xiv lore and just using the game as a sandbox for my own ideas and creative endeavors, but damn does it strand you a lot of the time. 🫠

it feels bad bc tbh, as someone who has forcefully pulled that plug it IS bad. ime people are very “if i can’t play toys with you on my terms you do not exist to me/i only care about what it is you provide for me, not about you or your other creative aspects”. i truly think many people don’t even >>

you should listen. youtu.be/QT0G1ZUTPiI