Holly
@hollymartin.bsky.social
Introverted book lover, video game watcher and player, pizza sauce runs through my veins, loves a good bonfire. Painfully shy and a dog owner. Do the Dew and spread love.
It's December, I want cold weather. I want snow. But I live in the south so I get 80 degrees and not even a chance of rain. And it's windy. I'm jealous of people who have the cold and snow. I really am. I hate the heat.
December 23, 2025 at 9:38 PM
It's December, I want cold weather. I want snow. But I live in the south so I get 80 degrees and not even a chance of rain. And it's windy. I'm jealous of people who have the cold and snow. I really am. I hate the heat.
I can't remember the last time I felt this little of Christmas spirit. Also, the flu is running through this household. I haven't caught it.....yet. Hopefully I don't. But whatever.
December 23, 2025 at 4:15 PM
I can't remember the last time I felt this little of Christmas spirit. Also, the flu is running through this household. I haven't caught it.....yet. Hopefully I don't. But whatever.
I had her and her brother Tobey for 16 and 16 and a half years. Longer than I had grandparents. They passed months from each other. A little over a year from their half brother D.C.. 3 fur babies in less than 2 years. My heart hurts with every breath. I miss them so much.
December 22, 2025 at 11:40 PM
I had her and her brother Tobey for 16 and 16 and a half years. Longer than I had grandparents. They passed months from each other. A little over a year from their half brother D.C.. 3 fur babies in less than 2 years. My heart hurts with every breath. I miss them so much.
2 weeks since I said goodbye to my Mickey baby, ( my dog that I've had the longest) and it still hurts like yesterday.
December 22, 2025 at 8:44 PM
2 weeks since I said goodbye to my Mickey baby, ( my dog that I've had the longest) and it still hurts like yesterday.
Lizzy had a good vet appointment the other day. She's doing good. But while we are grieving our losses, we keep getting offers for puppies and dogs. We can't right now. The pain, physical and emotional, still raw and hurting. Still hurts to breathe. I miss them so much, it still hurts immensely.
December 19, 2025 at 6:54 PM
Lizzy had a good vet appointment the other day. She's doing good. But while we are grieving our losses, we keep getting offers for puppies and dogs. We can't right now. The pain, physical and emotional, still raw and hurting. Still hurts to breathe. I miss them so much, it still hurts immensely.
I've lost 3 dogs in less than 2 years. 1 had a seizure, 1 had strokes and the last one....just old age. 16 and a half years old. I'm lost. I'm empty. I feel broken. I still got Lizzy though but I'm terrified she's gonna be taken from me too at not even 6 years old. It's awful. All of it.
December 11, 2025 at 10:51 PM
I've lost 3 dogs in less than 2 years. 1 had a seizure, 1 had strokes and the last one....just old age. 16 and a half years old. I'm lost. I'm empty. I feel broken. I still got Lizzy though but I'm terrified she's gonna be taken from me too at not even 6 years old. It's awful. All of it.
I left the house the other day. Got a stomach bug. Might want to reconsider leaving the house again.😖
October 13, 2025 at 12:53 PM
I left the house the other day. Got a stomach bug. Might want to reconsider leaving the house again.😖
Being snubbed by family members hurts. Especially in public. Extra especially when we never did nothing to them but love them. It hurts.
October 4, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Being snubbed by family members hurts. Especially in public. Extra especially when we never did nothing to them but love them. It hurts.
One dog gets sick and we had to help him over the bridge. The next one gets sick and nearly seizes but gets better. The last one gets sick and she either has an upset stomach from something or kidney failure because of her age (16 years old). Hoping to high heavens things get better. Without loss.
October 2, 2025 at 11:18 PM
One dog gets sick and we had to help him over the bridge. The next one gets sick and nearly seizes but gets better. The last one gets sick and she either has an upset stomach from something or kidney failure because of her age (16 years old). Hoping to high heavens things get better. Without loss.
Happy beginning of Spoopy Season!😁
October 1, 2025 at 4:10 PM
Happy beginning of Spoopy Season!😁
Would like to see a tree other than pine. So. Much. Pine. Everywhere.
September 30, 2025 at 9:16 PM
Would like to see a tree other than pine. So. Much. Pine. Everywhere.
Sit around a fireplace if you can. I would if I could. But I live in the south and it's still 90 something degrees down here unfortunately. And I have nothing to burn.😥
September 28, 2025 at 4:11 PM
Sit around a fireplace if you can. I would if I could. But I live in the south and it's still 90 something degrees down here unfortunately. And I have nothing to burn.😥
The audacity and the hypocrisy lately. Not just out *there* but here too, in my personal life. Astonishing really. The audacity to be that much of a hypocrite. I question the sanity.
September 26, 2025 at 10:02 PM
The audacity and the hypocrisy lately. Not just out *there* but here too, in my personal life. Astonishing really. The audacity to be that much of a hypocrite. I question the sanity.
Happy first day of Fall/Autumn! Hope you're having a better day than I.
September 22, 2025 at 8:48 PM
Happy first day of Fall/Autumn! Hope you're having a better day than I.
If these temps were cooler here then I would be happier. Current headache not withstanding. Also, a few thousand dollars wouldn't hurt either. Just saying.
September 4, 2025 at 9:19 PM
If these temps were cooler here then I would be happier. Current headache not withstanding. Also, a few thousand dollars wouldn't hurt either. Just saying.
I am Falling it up over here and I'm loving it! Just wish it was colder. Love the cold.
August 28, 2025 at 9:20 PM
I am Falling it up over here and I'm loving it! Just wish it was colder. Love the cold.
Been a weird, quiet and long day without my Tobey. He is missed greatly.
August 19, 2025 at 11:26 PM
Been a weird, quiet and long day without my Tobey. He is missed greatly.
Saying goodbye tomorrow to my 16year old dog Tobey. 3 strokes within a month. Fuck cancer man. It never gets easy saying goodbye. Hadn't even been 2 years since saying goodbye to D.C., another fur baby I had. It's all so much.
August 17, 2025 at 8:27 PM
Saying goodbye tomorrow to my 16year old dog Tobey. 3 strokes within a month. Fuck cancer man. It never gets easy saying goodbye. Hadn't even been 2 years since saying goodbye to D.C., another fur baby I had. It's all so much.
I don't know if I have dogs or vultures with the way they act about food lol.
August 13, 2025 at 9:46 PM
I don't know if I have dogs or vultures with the way they act about food lol.
We may not have said goodbye to Tobey that day, but it's coming soon. He's been having strokes due to possible cancer, or any other sort of possibilities. He has good days between the episodes. Only 2 so far. But it is unlikely he'll make the year.
August 11, 2025 at 7:22 PM
We may not have said goodbye to Tobey that day, but it's coming soon. He's been having strokes due to possible cancer, or any other sort of possibilities. He has good days between the episodes. Only 2 so far. But it is unlikely he'll make the year.
My Tobey. Oh my poor Tobey. 16 years. A little over actually. We might be saying goodbye tomorrow. How are we suppose to say goodbye after a little over 16 years? If it comes to that. What about your sister? What about your person? My mother? How are we to cope? Oh Tobey. Are we saying goodbye?😥
August 8, 2025 at 10:54 PM
My Tobey. Oh my poor Tobey. 16 years. A little over actually. We might be saying goodbye tomorrow. How are we suppose to say goodbye after a little over 16 years? If it comes to that. What about your sister? What about your person? My mother? How are we to cope? Oh Tobey. Are we saying goodbye?😥
Thank you all so much for the 200 followers! I don't know what y'all see in me but I appreciate it lol!😅 I hope you all have a great day!🤗 Take care of yourselves guys.🤗
August 6, 2025 at 11:41 PM
Thank you all so much for the 200 followers! I don't know what y'all see in me but I appreciate it lol!😅 I hope you all have a great day!🤗 Take care of yourselves guys.🤗
Playing quite a bit of minecraft lately to help make the happy sauce for the head noodle. You know what would help that? Temps NOT in the triple digits.😒
August 1, 2025 at 1:02 PM
Playing quite a bit of minecraft lately to help make the happy sauce for the head noodle. You know what would help that? Temps NOT in the triple digits.😒
Purple, yellow and orange swirl. Brush markers.
July 25, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Purple, yellow and orange swirl. Brush markers.
Been a while since I used a washing machine instead of a tub. Feels nice. Been using a tub to wash stuff for about a month and thank goodness for washing machines.
July 24, 2025 at 6:40 PM
Been a while since I used a washing machine instead of a tub. Feels nice. Been using a tub to wash stuff for about a month and thank goodness for washing machines.