Im at that point in motherhood where I stop asking for help from certain people cause they never show up even tho that act like they always do

Feb 4th a day me and my husband will never forget, the pain and sadness of loosing our twins at 20 weeks 2 days, its been 3 years and havent gone a day with out thinking of them
Miss you Luna and Levi love you

Been trying to have a day out with someone but people treat it like im asking them to stick their head in a lions mouth but then say maybe xx date but I have limited days that hubby could look after the kids and they know that

They wonder why mothers just crash out so much we dont get enough breaks and even when we get a sniff of a break it goes to shit

Trying to buy a car for hubby is horrible everything cost way too much and really need a second car

This week's can fuck off
12th car ignition barrel breaks while a hour away from home
Today fish tank let's out all 180L water my guppies all dead most of my baby yabbies dead my big 3 yabbies alive and same with 5 little guys

Im done being a therapist a marriage counsellor and punching bag 2026 is gonna be rough but im gonna look out for me and my family
Something need to burn to come back better

I'm done being there for people that couldn't care less, ive been struggling with life and no one wants to just sit and just hang out but as soon as they need something im the first they contact. Im done

I love my kids but I miss the me I was before them I miss the freedom the sleep the mental health. I never regret them I just miss the old days

Im so proud of myself that ive lost and still loosing weight over 20kg down woo hoo

The amount of greedy people that would still take money from struggling people is horrible especially when it's family doing it help just a bit don't expect things we should be helping each other not seeing what we can get from it

Hate relying on people I've been let down time and time again if I could do it myself I would, im fed up I'm always there for them but they aren't there for me it's not like I'm asking for the impossible either

No one talks about the pain you feel while pregnant i feel like I'm getting ripped in half I can't sleep cause of the pain and can't take the medication I need to help the pain cause it's bad for the baby

Sometimes giving up when someone wants to fight and argue is the only way to deal with people don't agree or disagree just say ok after everything they say they will most likely get pissed off but they will get the hint that your done

"You need to open up more"
*opens up*
"Close it! CLOSE IT!!!"

Trying to hold yourself together when people around you just wants to see you fall apart is exhausting I try and try but every time I feel good about things I get kicked back to the start but going nc with this person is difficult and nothing I say to them helps them understand