I pride myself in my sloptimism

Out here with the bangers again as usual

From my personal experience I can just say "yeah"

For whatever reason, I remembered the library of a community college I went to for maybe 2 semesters before dropping out (again). Then I began to think all the campuses I had been on and could remember, their little intricacies suddenly being so familiar

Like, I legit decided on a whim to write my thoughts down on it and after I read the boomerang parts my mind exploded at the subtext that could be read into it and now I feel like I sound like that guy from that one Lasagna Cat video about the pipe comic strip

Anyways its almost 5am I need to sleep

From the pollution of the Lerma River to the Cristero War and all the little life incidents afterwards. Them growing up in a poverty stricken rural village. One side feeling it worse than the others, the other side somehow making it out to become professors and scholars.

All this leading to me.

For the record. This time it was somebody mentioning they were going to volunteer at some Salvation Army thing and I just internally went "ah..."

Better than the last time where it was somebody suddenly bringing up issues with immigrants despite being Latino, or a different dude being a creep

Its ok queen. You got this. To me you're always cool and awesome.

I hope the loathing passes soon!