God forbid people have fun.

It's like... The sexual part of me, that part that compels me to make horny art and stuff, that IS a part of me. I find the concept of sex, kinks, etc fascinating. But I also am not ignorant to my porn addiction.

And I'm struggling with trying to figure out where the line is, how to balance it out and engage in that part of me in a way that is healthy.

If I am attracted to you, like, as a whole. Your whole being, your personality, everything about you that makes you *you*, I feel a sexual attraction to you. But then I see people who I am sexually attracted to, and do have sexual desires for.

As someone who has always been a pretty sexual person, I am struggling with differentiating sexualizing people vs actually being attracted to them. Because for me, there's always been a little overlap both ways.

I am learning some pretty hard lessons, and I hurt right now, but it will be better for me in the long run. I am trying to be more mindful of the media I consume, the people I follow, all of it.

Ayo how did you upload a 60 minute video?

I'm getting arrested for arson, thievery, war crimes, animal cruelty, destruction of property, various accounts of vandalism, and murder

(Spyro the dragon)

People who think we need to go to Mars have never played doom.

I'm going to have no normal thoughts about this amazing blessing