@hkgfxl.bsky.social
LMAO???? THANKS WIFEY
March 8, 2025 at 7:05 PM
what am i saying
March 8, 2025 at 6:53 PM
i forgot my wife can see this hi wifey :]
March 2, 2025 at 3:42 PM
i might take a break from social media entirely atp. im making unhealthy decisions and thinking the way i am isnt doing any good either.

i should tell others but at the same time i dont want to cuz i just wanna be in my own little bubble rn
February 26, 2025 at 10:57 PM
ts is actually gonna have me crash out soon if i dont find a way to calm myself down
February 25, 2025 at 8:08 AM
February 25, 2025 at 12:53 AM
anyway sorry to those who have read through this lol

i kinda had to put things very vaguely or else id probably get this acc taken down frame 1 so yeahhh
February 25, 2025 at 12:44 AM
not to say im planning to do that anytime soon, just a thought that may become true in future.
February 25, 2025 at 12:44 AM
ive done some pondering w a friend…

a break would definitely be useful, complemented with a bit of my own self-reflection too, i never really get to do that as im stuck in this spiral of thoughts.

but in the years to come, i think its bound ill steer away from the online world.
February 25, 2025 at 12:44 AM
that aside, ive been doing some thinking.

some that i dont enjoy but some that may actually will benefit me.

the what ifs to my disappearance, and i dont intend to act on it, but struggling with my own self-worth and purpose has been burdening for many years of my life from such a young age as 9.
February 25, 2025 at 12:44 AM
the rage i feel is something ive never felt before.

in any given moment, i could just explode, seeing an entirely different side to myself. my blood boils by the sight and thought of these people. the feeling of sadness, yet being so angry and hateful, moulded into screaming and crying.
February 25, 2025 at 12:44 AM
it left my mind, only for it to come back to haunt me. every scenario replays in my mind, it fills me with anger every time. realising i shouldve been out sooner, wishing that i was stronger, and while i am happy to be free, the recovery has become so much harder than it should.
February 25, 2025 at 12:44 AM
having been cheated on to then being groomed, exploited for objects of self-pleasure, generally taking every insult to the gut and having zero retaliation because i am too weak to fight back.
February 25, 2025 at 12:44 AM
i wish i could forget about the past 3 years, it was absolutely gruelling. please don’t get me wrong, there definitely have been some good moments in there, the recovery of all the bad has been tough.
February 25, 2025 at 12:44 AM