I’m silenced into peace. There is nothing left to me anymore but a sliver of the soul that use to live inside this carcass. Nothing but ice will remain around this heart.

You hurt me and Karma will be at your doorstep one day and you’ll wish you never hurt someone like me. I’m loyal and so kind, I may have episodes sometimes where negative thoughts come into my head but this isn’t manic depression talking, this is clarity.

I’m done.

I hope you’re happy now.

to another soul again. I hope you no longer have anymore convenient stomach viruses, that apparently can lead you to twitch, or back on Twitter on Alter accounts, fucking around on me. It’s cool. You don’t owe me a damn thing. I just hope you know when bad things happen in your life, you deserve it.

presence is no longer wanted. I’m good. Thank you for some of the nice memories I had, an almost fairy tail I could gush over for hours and I’ll always have our story here to read and exist in that little moment, where nothing can harm me ever again. I am a sealed vault and I’ll never open up ~

you did it’s only to give you some credibility but I don’t trust them or you. Or anyone you associate with that would try to steal mates and etc. You weaved, a web all your own and I hope you’re happy. I hope you never get another headache again. I will never beg or even stay somewhere where my ~

the truth. But he does now. I took care of that to be kind enough to warn him of your evil intentions and how much of a liar you truly are. I should have never ever trusted you. Never speak or say a word to me again. Go back to your “friends” the one you didn’t leave and if they come back and say ~

“I can’t go one day without something.” You have never said that to me before, but I know who use to say it. Who would use my mental illness against me, abuse me silence when I thought it was love, you sought control. To keep me off Twitter so that the person you took from me there will never know ~

captivated by your words, your lies. I blame myself most of all for doing this again, trusting someone and being proved right. That people suck and all they do is lie, chest, manipulate and then when you react to their absence or disrespect they blow up on you and say, ~

and if you use it against me to make me look even worse, I don’t care. Go for it. I tried so hard to be patient, to understand but you just gaslighted me and made me feel bad even when I’d catch on and question you. You’d say stop looking for faults… now that was my gut trying to warn me but I was ~

get into your head but I see you writing wiyh people who want to steal you but you have the nerve to say nobody will steal you from me? Yeah, okay. Cool. Like I said. I am done. You made your bed, now lie in it. And don’t you dare say you dropping your friends for me was for me, you did it for you ~

stupid to not realize you play all three characters plus half the RPG is all you and a few of your friends and their friends. I’m glad I could make your RPG popular. There is absolutely nothing you do anyone can say. I did make my mind up now and I’m done. To the fullest extent. You say, you ~

just a pawn in your agenda to ruin my reputation, yet again, use me a way to garner sympathy, while everyone thinks I am mean and you can play the victim card to gain attention. I’m tired. I’m exhausted. All I’ve done is cry the past 2 weeks trying to wrap my head around how I could be so damn ~

not good enough to be honest with. That you couldn’t just cut the strings before we had our first Christmas together. I know it wasn’t in person but that message you sent me, on Christmas was the best thing I ever read out loud to anyone. I even cried. My heart felt so full only to realize I was ~

the girl you actually love, truly wanted to be with IC and OOC came back. I was made to believe we’d have a future together but that was my hope in the back of my mind, but deep down I always knew you’d never ever fully trust me. It’s why I always had my spells of depression, feeling like I was ~