already feel resentful about the whole thing but yeah whatever

and hopefully, in the future, if you ever find yourself in the same position as mine, you'll be given the same grace and understanding.

and sa fans, sana give chance din naman sa taong kagaya ko, lalo na kung repentant at nag-apologize naman. give us a grace and a chance to admit our mistakes and improve in the future. kasi lahat naman tayo magkakamali at magkakamali.

i feel guilty din for unintentionally spreading an unconfirmed rumor. lesson learned din for me. i-check palagi ang mga claims online, kahit too good to be true pa. sobrang deceptive ng fake accounts/fake news.

ang dami na biglang assumptions about me na di naman totoo. ayoko na lang talaga mag-engage kasi dagdag pa yan sa discourse. kilala naman ako ng mga mutuals ko at the end of the day.

may fault din naman talaga ako for sharing an unconfirmed post. wala naman problema dun sa ilang respectful fans na naka-engage ko, kaso yung iba hinalungkat pa pati old tweets ko sa sb19 accusing me of a sleeper agent or something? tapos yung iba nagthreaten pa na sasaktan ako???

akshuli kinoconsider ko bumili ng ticket kung maglalabas sila ng new songs. sana songs na similar dun sa lagi and talaarawan ep. that's their espresso talaga

i kinda deserve the lashings tho but i swear it was not malicious 😭

i needed this awakening sm hahahahahha

lemme yell in this empty room instead hahahahahahahahha