gureru
@hi-nrg-fever.bsky.social
i forgot abt this account LMFAOOO
November 11, 2025 at 2:16 PM
i forgot abt this account LMFAOOO
Interesting notes on my recovery progress so far:
- it is significantly easier for me to do household tasks. i actually dont feel fatigues from washing dishes (YAY!)
- anxiety stays. this is lexapro fucking with me. its ok i can survive
- my libido spiked like crazy last week (HELL NO!)
- it is significantly easier for me to do household tasks. i actually dont feel fatigues from washing dishes (YAY!)
- anxiety stays. this is lexapro fucking with me. its ok i can survive
- my libido spiked like crazy last week (HELL NO!)
July 31, 2025 at 12:30 PM
Interesting notes on my recovery progress so far:
- it is significantly easier for me to do household tasks. i actually dont feel fatigues from washing dishes (YAY!)
- anxiety stays. this is lexapro fucking with me. its ok i can survive
- my libido spiked like crazy last week (HELL NO!)
- it is significantly easier for me to do household tasks. i actually dont feel fatigues from washing dishes (YAY!)
- anxiety stays. this is lexapro fucking with me. its ok i can survive
- my libido spiked like crazy last week (HELL NO!)
should just turn this into a rt account alongside my twitter priv lol
July 31, 2025 at 12:25 PM
should just turn this into a rt account alongside my twitter priv lol
its upsetting to know that your health deteriorates for entirely free while treating it can cost a giant fortune. what of the poor ones who cannot afford medication?
July 26, 2025 at 8:21 AM
its upsetting to know that your health deteriorates for entirely free while treating it can cost a giant fortune. what of the poor ones who cannot afford medication?
ive had my sexual urges spike as of late because of stress. but i dont feel any pleasure in it, its the other way around. its disgusting. i hate it so much. why am i this way?
July 25, 2025 at 8:32 PM
ive had my sexual urges spike as of late because of stress. but i dont feel any pleasure in it, its the other way around. its disgusting. i hate it so much. why am i this way?
One thing I don’t understand is that people are scared of me when we haven’t even gotten to know each other. we started having conversations. why do you wish to end it? i am not falling for the same tactic. if you want something, please put your effort in as well.
July 25, 2025 at 8:28 PM
One thing I don’t understand is that people are scared of me when we haven’t even gotten to know each other. we started having conversations. why do you wish to end it? i am not falling for the same tactic. if you want something, please put your effort in as well.
i do not need people to take my social isolation personally
July 25, 2025 at 8:17 PM
i do not need people to take my social isolation personally
when i say a single man in power’s unwise decisions can affect not just whoever his decisions are aimed at, but everyone even not affiliated with him whatsoever i TRULY mean it (yes, this is a post about my country)
July 25, 2025 at 8:02 PM
when i say a single man in power’s unwise decisions can affect not just whoever his decisions are aimed at, but everyone even not affiliated with him whatsoever i TRULY mean it (yes, this is a post about my country)
My friend gave me quite the important advice on how to connect with the right people
July 22, 2025 at 6:19 PM
My friend gave me quite the important advice on how to connect with the right people
I have to lock the fuck in
July 22, 2025 at 4:16 PM
I have to lock the fuck in
I am in fact schizophrenic! I don't want to tell people this
July 19, 2025 at 8:35 PM
I am in fact schizophrenic! I don't want to tell people this
In general, I have a heavy feeling in my chest, one that makes me want to rip my lungs apart and simply dig inside myself to take whatever it is out of my body. I can't escape it, even if I am in a completely normal situation and nothing is bothering me. It's stuck inside
July 19, 2025 at 8:29 PM
In general, I have a heavy feeling in my chest, one that makes me want to rip my lungs apart and simply dig inside myself to take whatever it is out of my body. I can't escape it, even if I am in a completely normal situation and nothing is bothering me. It's stuck inside
I am inevitably scared of how people perceive me, what they think of me and what they are possibly saying about me. Past experiences hugely play into this, alongside my generalized anxiety disorder, schizophrenia and whatever other tiny circumstances arise. I wish that didn't happen however
July 19, 2025 at 8:10 PM
I am inevitably scared of how people perceive me, what they think of me and what they are possibly saying about me. Past experiences hugely play into this, alongside my generalized anxiety disorder, schizophrenia and whatever other tiny circumstances arise. I wish that didn't happen however
i should be more careful with whom i establish contact with, because once again it seems like I am not here just to talk to, but for someone’s convenience or simply to be used for somethinf
July 19, 2025 at 4:17 PM
i should be more careful with whom i establish contact with, because once again it seems like I am not here just to talk to, but for someone’s convenience or simply to be used for somethinf
i’m back in the fucking building again!!!
July 17, 2025 at 5:24 PM
i’m back in the fucking building again!!!
I think I calmed down for now. I don’t know. I should distance myself. I should learn when to spot my need to walk away from people to avoid harm
July 16, 2025 at 7:42 PM
I think I calmed down for now. I don’t know. I should distance myself. I should learn when to spot my need to walk away from people to avoid harm
I can’t work when I am this troubled. I am so done for. Well, I do remember working on an animation 10 hours before the deadline, so certainly I’ll manage in one day too? I’ll just sketch some ideas out and it’ll be easy breezy~~!
July 16, 2025 at 7:26 PM
I can’t work when I am this troubled. I am so done for. Well, I do remember working on an animation 10 hours before the deadline, so certainly I’ll manage in one day too? I’ll just sketch some ideas out and it’ll be easy breezy~~!
I believe my regrets come from my lingering feeling of helplessness, one that was dug deep into me after what happened to me. I had nobody to turn to, so any of my attempts to see solace only ended up in me thinking “why did i even bother”. I have so many regrets from those times.
Why am I so afraid of people? It’s illogical, and not reasonable either. Am I afraid of my past trauma resurfacing? Probably. I hate what people did to me. But they’re not those people. Then why do I still harbor regret from any interaction?
July 16, 2025 at 7:24 PM
I believe my regrets come from my lingering feeling of helplessness, one that was dug deep into me after what happened to me. I had nobody to turn to, so any of my attempts to see solace only ended up in me thinking “why did i even bother”. I have so many regrets from those times.
Why am I so afraid of people? It’s illogical, and not reasonable either. Am I afraid of my past trauma resurfacing? Probably. I hate what people did to me. But they’re not those people. Then why do I still harbor regret from any interaction?
July 16, 2025 at 7:18 PM
Why am I so afraid of people? It’s illogical, and not reasonable either. Am I afraid of my past trauma resurfacing? Probably. I hate what people did to me. But they’re not those people. Then why do I still harbor regret from any interaction?
I feel awful for my rising hate towards individuals, and it’s usually not their fault. I don’t know how this happens, my hatred is irrational, and moments later I shake off this feeling. I wouldn’t hate my friends, or strangers. But somehow that happens.
July 16, 2025 at 7:03 PM
I feel awful for my rising hate towards individuals, and it’s usually not their fault. I don’t know how this happens, my hatred is irrational, and moments later I shake off this feeling. I wouldn’t hate my friends, or strangers. But somehow that happens.
Sometimes I wonder what s*x is even like? How does it happen? What does a person feel? No amount of movies, text, videos or whatever is enough for me to understand the raw emotion of intercourse. Probably because I don’t see myself be intimate with anyone, be it physical intimacy or emotional.
July 16, 2025 at 6:19 PM
Sometimes I wonder what s*x is even like? How does it happen? What does a person feel? No amount of movies, text, videos or whatever is enough for me to understand the raw emotion of intercourse. Probably because I don’t see myself be intimate with anyone, be it physical intimacy or emotional.