i have so much love in my heart and even if i don't have the outlet to give that love to, i will show it!!!

i'm going absolutely insane i love them so so much and i'm going to talk about how much i love them and not feel bad about it bc i'm not talking about our friends' splits i'm talking about in general and!!!!

i keep seeing art of us that's so pretty or art of either one of them and uuugh there's this one artist that makes art of us both and it's so pretty and so hehehehe ethereal and i am but a girl weak for them

I MISS KISSING THEM AND CUDDLING WITH THEM

i'm tiiiiired i'm so tired of seeing it

my partner sys has an aven split and has said ts and i side eye them every time bc ily but stfu before u say more stupid shit

ur white so u have likely been oppressive towards romani folk w/o realizing it which means no u don't understand

i need a therapist that specializes in did but won't put our diagnosis down on paper like my last psychiatrist bc "i recognize you have it but having it officially labeled will fuck your life up" bc she NEEDS to get her feelings out w/o judgement from others

she also very much has an emotional attachment type of crush to our friend's vash split and i feel bad bc girl... ur bpd is showing and he doesn't like u like that i'm sorry

bc i suggested she be cohost bc she's sweet and loves talking to people and making friends but my partner makes her uncomfortable so she doesn't front often

if he tells on me about.... i'll actually lose it.

"stop victimizing yourself" girl you and her both admitted that you never saw me past my bouts of depression and didn't actually care about me as a person and i don't even say anything to you how the fuck was i victimizing myself

a really hard time and had no support because even my best friend at the time didn't have my back and it's just. haha making me think of how lonely i've felt the last couple of years and how everything has really changed for the worst for me tbh