i know i'd be happy no matter when it happens, but when friends of mine find someone and get into a relationship with someone around the holidays, it just feels extra special.

it's really nice seeing good things happen to good people.

i love seeing my friends happy.

Attempted something new with my last piece of naan.

Did a white pizza with garlic butter on the crust. fresh mozzarella, shredded provolone, mild banana peppers, Italian seasoning and crushed red pepper flakes.

I’m happy with the result!!

There's no greater feeling than someone who genuinely wants to spend time with you

Dinner is served, and there’s plenty leftover if yinz want some.

Smoked andouille sausage with rigatoni, in a homemade garlic alfredo sauce, served with homemade garlic bread (w/ Italian seasoning)

WE COOKIN CHAT 🤤😄

Went back to making another one of my favorite dishes to make: Sushi rice bowls!!

This one is cajun shrimp, cucumbers, roma tomatoes, green onion, soy sauce, drizzle of kewpie mayo and crushed wasabi nori.

With extra wasabi nori on the side to make mini rolls/eat on its own.

When the sky goes dark that's when I arrive

I am the lightning that blinds you when I strike

It’s crazy, and alarming to me how fast guys in XIV talk to you less once they find out you’re a guy IRL.

Something I don’t hide as my Twitch is on my Adventure Plate, and I tell them if they ask.

My character is designed around my OC Aki I had created years ago for my stream, and I like Catgirls.

My Cardiac MRI results are back:

Left Ventricle severely dilated. Ejection fraction is 25%, up from 19% after 3 months of being on 4 medications.

They're certain the decrease in my heart's function is from the left bundle branch block. I'm now being referred to Electrophysiology.

I'm... yeah...

Having a Cardiac MRI done tomorrow to see if the 4 medications I've been on have improved heart's function.

This year has been rough for me with a 13 yr relationship ending, multiple hospital visits, surgeries, and now a damaged heart.

While I'm nervous, I'm hopeful. Love yinz. ❤️

Figured I would finally post at least something so people know this is actually me, and not some fake Fitzy.

It's going to be a mix of XIV, Food, IRL, Sports here.

Mostly catgirls though.