Every flash of light is subliminal
I'm under the gun
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide from this ritual
Every little noise used to trigger me
But I am caught in the undertow
In the undertow
Every flash of light is subliminal
I'm under the gun
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide from this ritual
Every little noise used to trigger me
But I am caught in the undertow
In the undertow
Let this not be the last dance.
Let this not be the last dance.
Quietly, he pads down the hallway, and climbs into bed beside his sleeping companion. Tucks himself close.]
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Quietly, he pads down the hallway, and climbs into bed beside his sleeping companion. Tucks himself close.]
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[He has been gently rebuffing Ben's questions about what he's got going on this week, and today, all will be revealed. Literally. He blinks at his reflection in the rearview as the car travels, and wonders what his lover will think.]
[He has been gently rebuffing Ben's questions about what he's got going on this week, and today, all will be revealed. Literally. He blinks at his reflection in the rearview as the car travels, and wonders what his lover will think.]
And I still cannot remember how I got here
Unable to focus, it’s all monochrome
In this unbearable cold
And I still cannot remember how I got here
Unable to focus, it’s all monochrome
In this unbearable cold
His companion is long asleep when he climbs into bed, instinctively tucking himself back against firm and reassuring
His companion is long asleep when he climbs into bed, instinctively tucking himself back against firm and reassuring
So I play along, and I stand aside
And I turn away, try not to collide
With the strength to fear, am I paranoid?
'Cause it doesn't feel like I'm yet destroyed
So I play along, and I stand aside
And I turn away, try not to collide
With the strength to fear, am I paranoid?
'Cause it doesn't feel like I'm yet destroyed
We would not die for this
If we knew how to live
We wouldn't die for this
We would not die for this
If we knew how to live
We wouldn't die for this
Hi.
Hi.
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At 9, he plays.]
At 9, he plays.]
[Sidles up beside him in the kitchen. Leans in a little cautiously to kiss his cheek. Jayce never appreciated spontaneous affection.]
[Sidles up beside him in the kitchen. Leans in a little cautiously to kiss his cheek. Jayce never appreciated spontaneous affection.]
He gets up, careful not to disturb Ben, and goes out to the kitchen. Makes some tea, and
He gets up, careful not to disturb Ben, and goes out to the kitchen. Makes some tea, and
He's ready at all times to leave at a moment's notice, and the environment in which he exists reflects that. Clean, sparse, practical without sacrificing beauty for efficiency. Sometimes
He's ready at all times to leave at a moment's notice, and the environment in which he exists reflects that. Clean, sparse, practical without sacrificing beauty for efficiency. Sometimes
Eyes closing, he relaxes in the perfectly heated water, scented with lavender.]
Eyes closing, he relaxes in the perfectly heated water, scented with lavender.]
Am I interrupting?
Am I interrupting?