Bloodstone Hex
@hexingdecimals.bsky.social
Weirdo, goth, gamer, occasional cosplayer, wannabe artist, old hag.
Posting these dialogs for no reason whatsoever. No relation to current events or anything, nope.
November 24, 2025 at 4:42 PM
Posting these dialogs for no reason whatsoever. No relation to current events or anything, nope.
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Literally me every single day when I wake up and remember the horror timeline I exist in.
September 30, 2025 at 5:42 PM
Literally me every single day when I wake up and remember the horror timeline I exist in.
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Don’t know why Bluesky decided to show me a bunch of Japanese “art” tagged with “AI” and “AIart” suddenly. I don’t need to see your stolen “art” when I, an actual struggling artist, gains zero traction on any platform when I post my own. Yes, I muted the tags because I don’t want to see it.
September 12, 2025 at 7:48 PM
Don’t know why Bluesky decided to show me a bunch of Japanese “art” tagged with “AI” and “AIart” suddenly. I don’t need to see your stolen “art” when I, an actual struggling artist, gains zero traction on any platform when I post my own. Yes, I muted the tags because I don’t want to see it.
Awesome. I think I just perma-locked myself out of my AO3 account that I’ve had for, like, 13 years. Because my dumb ass needed to update the pw and email I no longer have and I changed the pw first… except the password manager didn’t save it (random strong pw) and I can’t send a pw reset email.
September 5, 2025 at 11:35 PM
Awesome. I think I just perma-locked myself out of my AO3 account that I’ve had for, like, 13 years. Because my dumb ass needed to update the pw and email I no longer have and I changed the pw first… except the password manager didn’t save it (random strong pw) and I can’t send a pw reset email.
Just me over here watching Fields of the Nephilim’s Visionary Heads concert and crying because I’ll never see them. But also wondering if I should put myself into $5k+ debt to see them in London later this year.
July 15, 2025 at 6:08 PM
Just me over here watching Fields of the Nephilim’s Visionary Heads concert and crying because I’ll never see them. But also wondering if I should put myself into $5k+ debt to see them in London later this year.
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#HappyPride for the next 335 days, too.
July 1, 2025 at 9:15 PM
#HappyPride for the next 335 days, too.
Life lately (for all none of you reading this):
-worry about literally everything
-hyperfixate on my game as coping mechanism
-procrastinate on making con costumes because I feel too fat and too old to cosplay
-constant mental spiraling
That about sums it up. 😬
-worry about literally everything
-hyperfixate on my game as coping mechanism
-procrastinate on making con costumes because I feel too fat and too old to cosplay
-constant mental spiraling
That about sums it up. 😬
June 26, 2025 at 3:22 PM
Life lately (for all none of you reading this):
-worry about literally everything
-hyperfixate on my game as coping mechanism
-procrastinate on making con costumes because I feel too fat and too old to cosplay
-constant mental spiraling
That about sums it up. 😬
-worry about literally everything
-hyperfixate on my game as coping mechanism
-procrastinate on making con costumes because I feel too fat and too old to cosplay
-constant mental spiraling
That about sums it up. 😬
Dissociating from my entire life by throwing myself into games (mostly BG3 again, now that I’ve finished Bloodborne). Being awake and aware of literally everything happening in my life right now is too stressful. It’s either game or complete mental collapse. 😬
June 2, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Dissociating from my entire life by throwing myself into games (mostly BG3 again, now that I’ve finished Bloodborne). Being awake and aware of literally everything happening in my life right now is too stressful. It’s either game or complete mental collapse. 😬
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SMITE!
Crowd Roughs Up Nazi at Punk Rock Bowling Concert
What did he think would happen?
www.thegodpodcast.com
May 29, 2025 at 9:11 PM
SMITE!
Can’t wait to probably never finish this like all the rest. 😂
May 29, 2025 at 10:41 PM
Can’t wait to probably never finish this like all the rest. 😂
I don’t need a $20,000 doll, I just get my husband to dress up in the costume. :3
Astarion from Baldur’s Gate 3 becomes a $20,000 sex doll
A $20,000 fully customizable sex doll based on Astarion, a character from Baldur's Gate 3, has recently attracted significant attention after being highlighted in a retweet by Larian Studios CEO Swen ...
sydolls.com
May 26, 2025 at 9:15 PM
I don’t need a $20,000 doll, I just get my husband to dress up in the costume. :3
I used to draw fanart all the time 10+ years ago but sort of reverted back to my weird horror art over the years (when I even bothered drawing because imposter syndrome). So it’s taking me approximately 1,000 tries to get some sort of Astarion fanart to cooperate with me.
May 23, 2025 at 6:15 PM
I used to draw fanart all the time 10+ years ago but sort of reverted back to my weird horror art over the years (when I even bothered drawing because imposter syndrome). So it’s taking me approximately 1,000 tries to get some sort of Astarion fanart to cooperate with me.
It was nice being at a con for three days and not have to hear the orange 💩 at all. And to not have to check my phone every five minutes. Back to the real, more sucky, world. Blah.
May 18, 2025 at 6:08 PM
It was nice being at a con for three days and not have to hear the orange 💩 at all. And to not have to check my phone every five minutes. Back to the real, more sucky, world. Blah.
Me: I didn’t even want to go to this con. Low effort from me this year!
Also me: sure, I can pull together both a Tav and Astarion costume in under a week, right?
😅
Also me: sure, I can pull together both a Tav and Astarion costume in under a week, right?
😅
May 13, 2025 at 9:10 PM
Me: I didn’t even want to go to this con. Low effort from me this year!
Also me: sure, I can pull together both a Tav and Astarion costume in under a week, right?
😅
Also me: sure, I can pull together both a Tav and Astarion costume in under a week, right?
😅
Omg I finally beat Bloodborne! It only took about eight years of trying on and off before I finally set my mind to it and did it. The whole DLC, too! 📣📣
May 10, 2025 at 10:17 PM
Omg I finally beat Bloodborne! It only took about eight years of trying on and off before I finally set my mind to it and did it. The whole DLC, too! 📣📣
I am apparently a Bloodborne boss.
April 20, 2025 at 10:09 PM
I am apparently a Bloodborne boss.
Aside from depression, what is it called when you’re simply checked out of life? No happiness, no joy, no looking toward the future. Just hopelessness, doom, and gloom. I’m barely able to get off of the couch anymore. Like, I don’t really want to unalive myself but I also just don’t want to exist.
April 19, 2025 at 10:27 PM
Aside from depression, what is it called when you’re simply checked out of life? No happiness, no joy, no looking toward the future. Just hopelessness, doom, and gloom. I’m barely able to get off of the couch anymore. Like, I don’t really want to unalive myself but I also just don’t want to exist.
Getting better at Bloodborne (finally). Finished Mergo’s Wet Nurse and Ludwig on the first try. Back to finish the dlc before finishing the game proper. Not looking forward to Laurence but I’ll give it my best.
April 19, 2025 at 8:26 PM
Getting better at Bloodborne (finally). Finished Mergo’s Wet Nurse and Ludwig on the first try. Back to finish the dlc before finishing the game proper. Not looking forward to Laurence but I’ll give it my best.
Each day, I find less and less reason to stick around. “The world is better with you in it”. Is it though? What do I offer that isn’t fulfilled by someone else? I’m just a depressive, aging loser, thoroughly disposable to almost everyone. Merely existing isn’t a reason to exist.
April 13, 2025 at 7:50 PM
Each day, I find less and less reason to stick around. “The world is better with you in it”. Is it though? What do I offer that isn’t fulfilled by someone else? I’m just a depressive, aging loser, thoroughly disposable to almost everyone. Merely existing isn’t a reason to exist.
2025 has been great so far!
✅ probably losing my job due to Bobby Brainworms’ CDC cuts
✅ extreme family emergency due to my mom’s own poor decisions
✅ looks like a new medical issue based on abnormal test results
✅ favorite semi-feral cat stopped showing up
✅ squirrels in attic
✅ world on fire
😬😬😬😬
✅ probably losing my job due to Bobby Brainworms’ CDC cuts
✅ extreme family emergency due to my mom’s own poor decisions
✅ looks like a new medical issue based on abnormal test results
✅ favorite semi-feral cat stopped showing up
✅ squirrels in attic
✅ world on fire
😬😬😬😬
April 11, 2025 at 3:42 PM
2025 has been great so far!
✅ probably losing my job due to Bobby Brainworms’ CDC cuts
✅ extreme family emergency due to my mom’s own poor decisions
✅ looks like a new medical issue based on abnormal test results
✅ favorite semi-feral cat stopped showing up
✅ squirrels in attic
✅ world on fire
😬😬😬😬
✅ probably losing my job due to Bobby Brainworms’ CDC cuts
✅ extreme family emergency due to my mom’s own poor decisions
✅ looks like a new medical issue based on abnormal test results
✅ favorite semi-feral cat stopped showing up
✅ squirrels in attic
✅ world on fire
😬😬😬😬
I guess I’m finally sort of gitting gud at Bloodborne. Made it all the way to Ebrietas today and beat her on the second try. I might finish this game yet!
April 10, 2025 at 11:20 PM
I guess I’m finally sort of gitting gud at Bloodborne. Made it all the way to Ebrietas today and beat her on the second try. I might finish this game yet!
I can’t wait to lose my job and my insurance so I can no longer afford my chronic illness care. Guess I’ll just die, but I guess being the richest people ruling over a mass grave is their goal. 🤷🏻♀️
April 4, 2025 at 5:24 PM
I can’t wait to lose my job and my insurance so I can no longer afford my chronic illness care. Guess I’ll just die, but I guess being the richest people ruling over a mass grave is their goal. 🤷🏻♀️
Mentally preparing to lose my job shortly due to the nahtzeez in office. Not sure what I’m going to do after. Either try to double down on my art and crafting to sell (that no one can afford due to everything happening everywhere) or just check out of life. I’m surprised I haven’t stroked out yet.
April 1, 2025 at 2:17 PM
Mentally preparing to lose my job shortly due to the nahtzeez in office. Not sure what I’m going to do after. Either try to double down on my art and crafting to sell (that no one can afford due to everything happening everywhere) or just check out of life. I’m surprised I haven’t stroked out yet.