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Rather why I bother getting my hopes up .
I’m just kinda aware of where I stand in the scene here and it doesn’t feel great.

Thank youuu 🖤💕

Also wanna make it clear I do have a few good Judy’s , I just feel like I’m outside of everything to do with community .

Pair that with starting drag and embracing my queerness/transness late in life and still trying to figure that out . Idk I’m just very in my head lately about all of it.

Maybe it’s just imposter syndrome or maybe I’m just a shit person or drag artist or delusional idk it would just be cool to feel a part of something in the spaces I frequent or try to frequent or support.

About where I belong and feeling any sense of belonging or community which has also translated into drag for me .

Idk maybe for me it’s being non binary and sober , I have a hard time fitting into spaces with gay men and don’t really feel like necessarily feel like I belong in trans spaces because I have a different lived experience and outwardly look male /masc
Idk I’ve just been bummed…

To just chat and Kiki with other queers .

To be clear no one really makes me feel this way the scene here just doesn’t have much of a community both drag and queer .
I often just feel alone and have found the sense of community I’ve been looking for in other drag scenes that have brought me in to play videogames or just group chats..